Thursday, August 30, 2012

Chapter 26


I decided to ignore shaikha, what the least that she could do? ehya men el7ara tgoool chethy! bas etha ana a7eb faris and faris e7ebny o bnetzawaj 3an gereeb mara7 tegdar etfareg baina, 9a7?

Anyways, I ignored shaikha and slept like a baby after an amazing day ..

I woke up the next morning, I decided to skip school since yesterday was my khe6ba, I ate my breakfast while chilling with faris on the phone ..

Me *shyly*: 2 daaays

Faris: 3alaa shinu?

Me *shocked*: la walaah? latgool nesaaait? yala bye bye

Faris *laughing*: obbb obb shd3wa yuba, atghashmar atghashmaaar

Me: laa? ya3ni betrage3? yala 2 days 3ala shinu?

Faris: two days 3ala 3eed melad zoujtyy! shd3wa yuba 7sbalch ansaa? ana ansa 3eeed melady wala ansa 3eed meladech

Me: eee 7sbaly ba3add

Faris *laughing* shfeech entay 9ayra chabreetaa?

LOOOL, fashlaa x_x

Me: 9eejj? madre ma7ess hehe yemken men elkhar3a eni makh6oba

Faris: olaah t7aseseny theeb kha6bech, shda3wa mekhtar3a menii?

Me *shyly*: laa

Faris *giggling*: entay kel magetlch shay sta7aitay?

Me: hehe o men galek eni mesta7ya?

Faris: a3rfeechh yalaitch jedamy ashouf khdodch el7umerr

Me: ashwaaany mu jedamekk

Faris: afaaa

Me: 3ashan te6anaz 3ala wayhy la 9ar a7mar ha

Faris *giggling*: ya zeena bass

Me *shyly*: adryy

Faris: ya zeen eltheqaa bas

Me: adreey

Faris: ya zeeeny bas

Me: shaku?

Faris laughing so hard: yal kaaalba afa

Me: hehe, yala bye asma3 9out omy

Faris *giggling*: entay shfeech khala9 al7een e7na makh6oben 3ady

Me: still faashla aste7y akalmek jedamha

Faris: 3ala raa7tech

Me: bye

Faris: alah y7afthech

The day passed normaly, I went to school the next day shaikha was giving me nasty stares but I ignored like nothingss happening, jude hala and basma were so happy for me, love theeem!

The next day at 12:00 am ..

I recived many birthday wishes but I decided to reply later malee khelgg ou wayedd:( .. suddenly, faris called me ..

Me: aloo

 Faris:

يا بخت قلبي فيك وبحبك عيني تبيك وروحي تحبك

اجمل قدر في دنيتي حبك الله يديمك لي وتبقالي

في عيدك ميلادك انا شمعه ياللي المعاني فيك مجمعه

يارب انا ماشوفلك دمعه طول العمر يا ربي يا غالي

كل عام يا فيصل وانا دايم قلبي في حبك ذايب وهايم

احلم بشوفك صاحي ونايم واموت فيك بكل احوالي

اشتاق لك وانت وسط حظني ياللي عن الماضي معوضني

خذني لحنانك والدفا خذني ليل ونهار وحبك فبالي

Waaaay eyanenn!! dag 3alay at 12 bethaab6 ou 7a6ly rashed ba3ad, I remember bl shalaih kent gayltla eny a7eb rashed 7ail

Me: faaaaris I love you

Faris: I adoooore youuu! kel 3am wentayy b2alf khaiiirrr ya aghla elnaass

Me *blushing*: wenta bkhair

Faris: bacher entay ma7jouza ha

Me: la bacher raaab3y

Faris: la walah? mu sheghly bacher anaaa

Madre laish bas 7asait abee arouuu7;$

Me: khala9 inshalah

Faris: esa3aa 6 ynasbech?

Me: ee ok

Faris: ana bamurch haa

Me: la akhaaf ahaly yshofon wet9er salfaa

Faris: shinu ya3ny? bamur kha6ebty

Me: kha6ebtek mu ya3ny te6la3 ma3aha! telephone ou 7adnaa! mara7 ykhalony a6la3 ma3ak gabl elmelcha bas ana bazaregg bacher 3ashanek

Faris: laih hal daraja t7beeny? ya bakhtyyy

Me *shyly*: ou akthaarr

Faris: 3yal t9adgeen ena 7ubch lee neg6a eb b7ar men 7uby lechh

Me: la ma9adegg

Faris: 9adgay 9adgaayy

Me: bas bye mat7amal akalmekk

Faris: afaa laish?

Me *shyly*: kalamekk 3asal

Faris: 9iij?

Me: 9ijain

Faris: ashwa 3ayal! marat a7s eni dafsh ma3ach bl kalaam
7araaaaaaaam:(

Me *giggling*: laaa bl 3akkss

I kept talking to faris till I fell asleep, I woke up the next morning, I remembered its friday, thanks god no school!

Rosey: zayoounnaa

Me: hmm?

Rosey: mama said you change and come downstairs

Me: why?

Rosey: mama said you will go out to buy dress for your melcha

Me: ohhh 9a777! i totally forgot! ok ok

I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth! I wore my white tight skirt and my black three quarter sleeves shirt and a blue turband, I wore my gladiator and grabbed my blue hermes bag & I went downstairs ..



.....: SURPRISEEEEE

The lights of our living room opened, I can see shadan, maysa, rahaf, dina, sama, basma, hala, jude and some of my cousins from my mother side ..

Maysa: haaappy birthday ya a7la zayoun

Jude: happy birthdaayy zeeeze

Sama: HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY

Rahaf: sweeet 18 yal jameeela

Basma: kel 3am wntay bkhairr

Shadan: zaainooo happy birthday

Me *surprised*: abaayy mashkooreeeeen

Hala: 3asa estanstaaay?

Me: 7adyy wala mashkooreen wayeddd

I hugged each one of them ..

& I gave my mother a big tight hug , she was also from part of the surprise ..


I really enjoyed my time with them seriously, we ate the cake and chilled then we went to 360 and ate lunch at open flame, then went back to the house, it was a birthday to remember! at 5:00 taqreban kelman ra7 bait'hum


Faris called me ..

Faris: ya haaala eb miss 18

Me *shyly*: hala feeek

Faris: zaaahba?

Me: la mu getlyy 6?

Actually kent zahbaa, mara7 abadel nafs hdomy ely 6ala3t fehum tawaa bas jedama ya3ny tawny matzahabt;$

Faris: etha hathaa badlay al7een ou ne6la3 abchar mu mushkela

Me: inshala bs faris goly wain wana ayee mala da3i tmurny

Faris: la mukan b3eed mategdren tyen bru7ch

Me: ha? mukan b3eed? laish wain bernou7?

Faris *laughing*: shfeech shfeech tara mani kha6fech bas ena mategdreen tyen bru7ch

Me: khalaa9 3ayal netwa3ad eb mukan warkab ma3ak bs mala da3y jedam baitna akhaf a7ad yshofna

Faris: ely yray7ech, mawaqef jam3yat elshameya?

Me: khalaa99 ok

Faris: yala badlay ou ta3alay

Me: inshala

Faris: yala tamren 3ala shay?

Me: salamtek

Faris: alah y7afthech

I applied some make up then someone knocked on my door ..

Me: deshaaaw

3aziz came inside my room and hugged me

Aziz: haaappy birthday ya a7la ou aghla ekheettt

Me: happy birthday to you too my twin

Aziz gave me a bvlgari ring, it was BREATH TAKING!!! I loved it, it was full of daimonds, amazing amaaazingg!!!

Me: 3azooouuzz!! etyaneeeen etyaneeennn I lovedd it thankyou thaaaankyouuu!

Aziz: 3alaich bl 3afyaaaa hatha mu gadrech

Me: 7abeeebyy

I hugged him so tight! el7amdelaaa I bought him a gift last week ou mansait! I gave him a rolex watch, el7amdelaaa he liked it wayyedd

Me: ashwaa 3jebtek kent a7atyy

Aziz: kelshay mennch 7ilu! bs laish kalaftay 3ala 3umrech?

Me: ent testaheeel

Aziz: shraayech ne6laa3?

Me: wedyy bas elyoum maysa bet6al3nyy! mara thanya inshalla

Aziz: inshalah! yala take caree

Me: you too


I went to kumar's car, he took me to Shameya Coop, I told him to go back home and I'll call him if Im done ..

I saw faris's g-class parking in one of the parkings, I waited for kumar to leave then made my way to faris's car, I saw him getting down and opening to door for me ..


Faris: tfaaathelay my princess

Me *shyly*: thanks

He entered the car ..

Faris: happyy birthdaaaayy

Me *shyly*: shukran

Faris: 3afwaan! ou ba3dain shal jamaal? shal zaaiinn?

Me: elzain zainekk

Faris: taw manwraaat elsayaarra

I blushed ..

Faris: ya zeeen ely sta7aaww

Me *shyly*: faris khalaa9

Faris: hehe magelt shay

Me *a7awl aghayr elmawtho3*: enzain wain betwadenyy?

Faris: serrr

Me: yalaah 3ad?

Faris: maku

Me: enzain shkether yabelna bl 6reej?

Faris: hmm, yemken ne9 sa3aa

Ne9 sa3aa?? olaah! wain bewadeenyyy elkuwait kelshay greeb!

Faris *laughing*: shfee chethy galab wayhech?

Me: la bas ena laish ne9 sa3a b3eedd?

Faris: uhwa shwaya b3eed bas 3ady mara7 tmeleen wana yamech

Me *giggling*: ya sheen eltheqaa

Faris *laughing*: aqaldech

Me: ya zeenha 3alayy bas ana

Faris: bhathyy 9edagtay

Me *shyly*: hehe

Faris: enzain gha6ay 3yoonch eb hatha madre shesma ely brasech

Me *giggling*: hatha ysamona turband

Faris: elyy uhwa

Me: inshala

I put my turband on my eyes ..

Faris: matshoofeen?

Me: la2

Faris: akhaf etshofeen?

Me: haw shfeek wala mashouf

Faris: ee zainn


In no time we arrived to I don't know where, faris helped me to go down .. I can feel my self walking on sand and I can smell ba7ar

Me: enta wain mwadeeeny?

Faris: shely ely eb 3ainch hatha

Me *laughing*: turband turbandd

Faris *giggling*: khala9 ok

I removed my turband, I saw a ba7ar jedaamy, I turned around and saw his shalaih! yayebny shalaihum!!!

Faris: tfathelay hnaak


We walked a bit, until we saw a table for two, full of candles and red rose, it was amazing and so romantic

Me: alaaaaahh

Faris: shraaych bas?

Me: wala ou 6ala3t romancy ya farisss

Faris: ana a9eer ubo el romancy le3yoonchh

Me *shyly*: hehee

Faris: 3ad al7een btakleen men 6abkhy! yaarabb ya3jebech

Me: akeed by3ajbny damaa mn edekk

Faris: yeslaamly elkalam el7eluu

Me: hehehe

Faris: estere7ay khal ayeb elakel wayeech

Me: la bayee ma3ak asa3dekk

Faris: la yubaa ge3day elyoum ana kelshay basawy entay bas ge3day

Me *shyly*: ok


Faris went and came back after seconds with a pasta in his hand and some drinks ..


Faris: yalaa samay ou khanahjem

Me: hehe b6ainyy

We both started to eat, mamdana nebla3 awal lugma when we choked in our food! kanat el pasta keleeeshh mu 7elwa staghfrelah bas maku 6a3aam ma tenwekel madry shlon


Me: sam7ny faris bs shal 6aabkh?

Faris *laughing*: wala mahgaitny fashel chethy magedart abla3 lugmaa

Me: hehe matenwkel pastetek e9ara7aaa

Faris: ayaaal fashla! wana msawy rou7y shay 6abekhlech

Me *laughing so hard*: 7aaraaaam! la la good try for the first time

Faris shakla kan 7ail metfashel maskeeen!

Me: tara 3ady wala nakel mcdonalds ya3ny 3adyyy

Faris: kan wedyy elaila tkon special

Me *whispering*: akeed betkon special dami ma3aakk

Faris: ya 7ayaaatee

Faris kept flirting with me and as usual I didn't know how to answer i was just giggling shyly x_x

We went to mcdonalds took our food then came back to the shalaih and ate while facing the sea! faris is amazing, jad amazing kel kalama kan 7ilu ou eshawegg!! It was an unforgetable birthday <3

The next day I went with my mother and bought a dress for me for the melcha from elie saab, hala bbmed me at 4:30

Hala:
Zaaaayouna! khane6la3 net3asha elyoum?

Zayoun AlFlany:
Ee ok, ana weyach wl banaat?

Hala: 
La elbanat maygdron, a7san b3ad lana wedy asoulef ma3ach private ou tsolfeely 3an faris

Weird! men meta asoleflaha 3an faris? but whatever mawray shay 

Zayoun AlFlany:
Khala9 okk;p what time and where?

Hala:
8:00 amurch wenshouf ok?

Zayoun AlFlany:
Sure;*

After buying a dress for me, we left AlOthman Clompex and went to avenues we shopped till we dropped, nice spending time with my mom <3


At 7:00 we arrived home, I took a quick shower then wore a striped black and white maxi dress, and a pink blazer on top, I left my hair fall freely, wore my miu miu flats and grabbed my pink balenciaga bag and added some makeup ofcourse, I was ready to go!


Aziz: ha 3ala waain?

Me: ba6la3 weya hala

Mama: t3alay ge3day sherbay chay ma3anna shway

Me: la kahy etdgg shaklha bara

Mama: alah y7afthkum

I went to hala's car ..

Hala: ahlaaan eb 3arosatna

Me: haha hala wala

Hala: walhanaaa 3alaich

Me: meee too! 7safat elbanat b3ad lo yayen menzman mu 6al3een kelena

Hala: ee

Me: halo khanro7 ashaz faj2a shtahaitaa

Hala nervously: laa la, khanroo7 lorenzo

Me: way 3ad 7ady meshtahya ashaz

Hala: inshalla mara thanya enro7la wala yhemech
Me: hehee

We arrived to lorenzo alsalheya, we took a table for four, 3ala golat hala tgool 'awsa3lena' ..

Hala & I sat in our table, we were talking about alot of random things! suddenly, two guys came and sat in our table! my face was like ':|' who the hell are theyyy??

Guy 1: hala bl 7ilweeeen

Guy 2: yah yah, haloola 3arfeena 3al bent el7ilwa ely yamch?

What? they know hala??

Hala: matyouz jarra7o men hal 7arakaaat

Jarra7: elbent 7ilwaaa shasawy b3aad

Me: hala? minu hathoul? shesalfa??

Hala: shfeech zayouna? haday shwayy

Me: SHLOUN TABENY AHADY?? matgoleeely minu hathoul o shyabon?

Guy 1: shdaa3wa shfeeha refejtch halolty? ge6e3a 3ala shinu raf3a khashmech?

Hala: nawaf esket shway khal afahmha

Jarra7: haday ya 7ilwa, haday ya gumar

Me: hala betgolely shesalfa wela agouumm???

Hala: a9lan intay yaya ma3ay ya3ni ma7ad beredech ghairy ana

Me: jaaad intay wa6ya! kelesh matwq3tch chethy hala! 

Nawaf: e7termay nafsech la aso6rech! halola 7abebty ashraf minnch ou 3ashra men ashkalch

Hala: way zayoun shda3wa 3alaichh! you only live once ya3ni stansay o ka entay te6l3een ma3a faris ya3ni mategdren teg3deen ma3a hathaila shwaay?

Me: 6a3 haaaathi! faris mn awal ma6l3t ma3a wana met2kda eni batzawjaa! mu chethi al3ab! ou latensain eni makh6oba shinu ya3ni et6al3ena ma3a 9bayan?

Hala: way way tara 7adech 7anna! stansaay ya3ni shda3wa el7yat 7lwa! nawafi 7abeebi khangoom neg3ad eb 6awla thania ou enkhali zayouna ou jarra7 bro7hum yet3arfon

My face was like ':O', kent lail7een ga3da mu mestaw3ba eli ga3d y9eeeer! I couldn't believe hala! she planned all of this! she's such a *****, hatha wehya tadri ini makh6oba!

Hala & this 'nawaf', left us me and jarra7 alone

Jarra7: shda3wa 3a6eeena wayh??

Me: ush ush wla kelma! tara ana lail7een ga3da an6er hala ou bagoom! latekalam la wala tet7asaf

Jarra7: la? la tukfain ana aby at7asaaf! yala tekalamt raweena shloun bat7asaf ya 7ilwa??

I thought of calling faris, bas kheft elsalfa tekbaar ou t9eer hosha! so let me end it quick

I stood up ..

Me: 9ej enek ensan wa9ekh! ma3endek khwat tkhaf 3alaihum? alah yaster 3alaik bass

I quickly left the restuarant, I called kumar and told him to pick me up! I waited outside for a couple of minutes for him to come then I went back home ..

Once I arrived home, I started crying for what just happened! I was crying from how shocked I was from 7arakat hala! I can't believe what she've done! Jad jad matest7ii kelesh matwaqa3t ye6la3 menha kel hathaa!


7asait abe afathfeth 7ag a7ad 3an eli 9aar so I called maysa and told her everything ..

Maysa: umbaaaaayy! hala shal 7arkat eli feha? jad 9dematny

Me: ana shaaagoul?? way maysa faris ga3ed ydeg 3alay 3al telephone elthani! akhaf ajaweb ou agola shaay bl ghala6 tadreen m3rf akhesh shay bgalbi!

Maysa: ee ee latreden khala9 el7amdela esalfa marat 3ala khair mala da3y y3arf ou tekbaar! wana a3rf faris etha dara mara7 ykhali elsalfa t3ady 3ala khair

Me: eeee!, umbay maysa 7adi khayfa

Maysa: shetkhafen menna? khala9 golay el7amdela enich radaitay elbait ou 3ala hala 6af ge63ay 3elaqtch feha! kelha shahar ou etkharjain mara7 tshofen reg3at wayha

Me: inshalaaah! khaleni akalem faria bbm la y7ati al7een

Maysa: ok yala bbye

Me: bye




I bbmed faris and told him that I was sick ou 9oty raye7 magdar akalma elyoum bl telephone *khosh 3ether* el7amdelaa 9adag bs maskeen khaf 3alay kelshway yes2lny if I feel better


I slept and woke up the next day, it was a good day spent at home between my family until faris bbmed me at night, I smiled when I saw his name but not after what I've read ..



Faris AlFlany:
Khanfel elkhe6ba

Monday, August 27, 2012

Chapter 25


We talked about alot of things, mama & khalty nawal joined our conversation
...

One week passed, elyoum youm elkhe6baa! the men are coming to our house today .. Oh, and I already added faris again two days ago ..


Faris alflany- elailaaa ghair;*:
Na6er elaila mnaaa6ar!!!

AlZain AlFlany:
Mu kethryyy;$ ha jahezz?

Faris alflany- elailaaa ghair;*:
Men lama sheftch awal mara eb avenues wana jahez 7ag hal laaaila

AlZain AlFlany:
3ayaarrr! =))

Faris alflany- elailaaa ghair;*:
Tra men9ejiii, wala mani m9adeg ench bet9eren murtyyy

AlZain AlFlany:
Ba9eer kha6ebtek! la7geen tawna makhla9t derasaa::

Faris alflany- elailaaa ghair;*:
La inshallaa mabuga shay 3ala manamlech! tara ana mafeeni 9abeeerr

AlZain AlFlany:
Looool typical faris

We continued chatting on bbm, maysa came over to my house, she was sitting by the window tan6er elryayeel eyon wana kent khayfa a6el o ychkony, shegolon 3ani ba3dain? mu m9adgaa =))

Me: haa mayso yaaaw?

Maysa: eee ee kahum, ka sayarat faris ou sayarat ubooo

Me: abaaayy abe a6el!!

Maysa: ta3alaay shd3wa beshofonch

Me: madree akhaaf

Maysa *still looking through the window*: kahum kahum nzalaaw

Me: way lat7ereeeny

I was standing next to my bed, a7awel a6el mn b3eed but still magdar ashofhum:(

Maysa: agoul ta3alaay bas, tara madaraw 3an hawa dary! 9adgeny mayshfona

Me: t'hgaain? ok ok

I went to the window, and saw faris with his father and 2 other guys whom im guessing are his brothers! he looked SO handsome o uhwa nazel men his g-class ou emghater!!! NA6E3!!! Bedon mubalgha he's the hottest from his brothers

Me: hathaila jassim o naser khwana?

Maysa: ee hathailaa uhma

Me: el9ara7a? farisss a7lahum!! shofee shofee bas bl qetra, waaay mayshaweg?

Maysa was staring at me while raising her eyebrow ..

Maysa: theglay theglay

Me: kaifyy b3d be9eer raylyy

Maysa: way tara lail7een mu mestaw3ba ena weld khalty byetzawaj bent 3ami! ya3ny btyen 3endena elzwara eb bait mama fatma, wanasaaa

Me: hehe bs laykon 7sbalch bajablch wela astahbel ma3ach? e7mm bekon 3endi rayel mu fathyatlech

Maysa gave me a stare ..

Maysa: entay wayh rayel entay? entay 7adech share3 elma6a3em

Me *giggling*: way mayso kelesh mu met2thra bl da3ayat, agool sektay wayed abraakk

We stayed for one hour or so waiting until I heard mama's voice calling me from downstairs ..


Mama *shouting*: zayooounaaa

Me: haaaala yumaaa

Mama: nezlaayy mama

I hurried downstairs to her ..

Mama hugged me so hard while tearing ..

Mama: mabroouukk 7abeebat galbyyyy

Baba: mabroukkk ya bnayty elghalya, alah ywafgch ou yes3dch enshala

Me *shyly*: mashkooreen alah ybarek feeekum, khal9taw kelshay?

Baba: ee, wala khosh nas o embayen 3alaih faris mu2adab ou sa2leen 3ana ba3ad ma3laih ga9er mashala, wane3ma elrajaal

I smiled automatically ..

Me *shyly*: eeeh

Mama: ya 7ilwechh

Me: hehe 7adadtaw meta elmelcha?

Baba: elmelcha ba3ad sbo3ain laken el3erss ba3dain 3ugb matkhrjain

Mama: elmelcha ba3ad sbo3ain? laishh chethyy embacher??

Me: eeee?? mayamdeny atzahaab

Baba: ee elwalad madre shfeeh mesta3yel 3al melchaa alah yhada

Me: huuff yala yamdeny


I was so happy, jad kent 6ayra mn elfar7a! I ran back upstairs to maysa ..


Me *happily*: im offically engaged to the most handsome guy in Kuwait

Maysa *giggled*: mashfoo7a hal bent

She came to me and hugged me the biggest & tighest hug ever ..

Maysa: mabrooouukk ya a7la bent 3am o best friend o ekhet bhal denyaa! a7bech a7bechh alah ywafgch ou yes3dch o ytamem 3alaich yaaa raaabbb

Her eyes became teary ..

Me: ya 7aaayateee alah ybarek feech

I hugged her even tighter ..

Suddenly, faris called me

Me: aloo

Faris: haaala eb kha6ebty ou murty o 3umry ou jameeelty

Me *shyly*: hala feeekk

Faris: akhhh kan wedy ashoofch elyooumm eb baitkum

Me *giggling*: takhaayaal

Faris: zayounii?

Me: labaaaihh

Faris: a7ebechhhh

Me: amouutt 3alaaikk

Faris: yaaa bakht faris eb zayounaa

I blushed ..

Faris: haa 7uby jahza 7ag elmelcha?

Me: ee ta3aal, laish wayed embachreen?

Faris: mafeeeny 9aber

Me: hehe bas shd3wa mafeek 9aber lama atkharaaj, mayamdeny azaheb

Faris: la laa yamdeech inshalla, tara wayed 9ebaaart bs magdar

Maysa was still here tawni astaw3eb, she was staring at me the whole time looking bored ..

Maysa: ha makhl9taw emghazal lail7en? tara malaait wana na6raa

Me: wee wee nesait 3anch

Faris: mnu ga3da tkalmeenn

Me: maysaa yaami

Faris: shtaaby hathy tetsama3 3alainaa ana ou kha6eebty

I like it when he says 'kha6ebty', I put it on speaker ..

Maysa: elshaarha 3alay mjabltkum, bye byee ana mashya

Faris: faaka khal akheth ra7ty ma3a 7abeebty

Maysa *giggled*: 3ad haaa faros mawa9eek 3ala zayouuun

Faris: latwa9een 7aree9, zayouna 7a6ha b3yooony

I was blushing like crazy ..

Maysa: hehe yalaa bye

Maysa left .. I kept talking to faris on the phone, elsanaa 3asal wala bas yetghazal wana ath7aak:$

Few minutes later .. my door knocked

Me: bye faris fe a7ad ga3d y6eg elbab barou7 ashoof

Faris: alah ma3ach 7ayatee

By that I closed the phone, and went to open the door to see who .. 3AZIZ <3

3aziz hugged me too tight ..

Aziz: mabrooouukk ya ajmaaal twin bhal denyyaaaa alah yes3dch ya raabb ou yejma3 bainkum bl khair

Me *shyly*: 7abeeeby 3azoooz alah ybarekk feeeek! el faaal lekk inshalla

Aziz: bhaaal munasaba ana 3azmch 3al 3ashaa, I want to spend time with you gabel matnshqlain bl finals o elmelcha o el3ers o hal swaleff

7ayatee 3aziz 7aram:(

Me: feeeha 3azeema magool la2, degayeg wakon jahza

Aziz: hehe hal degayeg tet7awal sa3at al7een, mu t6awleen ha ana na6rech ta7aat

I rushed inside my room quickly, washed my face, wore my white tight short plain dress, my black high heels and my orange chanel bag, my hair was wavy, I applied some make up & im ready to go ..

Aziz: yah yaah shal zain

Me: elzain zainek yakhoooy

Aziz: 9ej 3aroousaa

Me *blushing*: ya ba3ad chaabdyy

Mama: ha 3ala waainn?

Aziz: 6ale3 ma3a zayoun net3asha bara

Mama: chan geltooly abadel wayee ma3akum?

Aziz: la elyoumm 7ag zayounty bass

Mama: afaaaa afaa ana omek yal kaalb

Aziz *giggled*: la wala tez3leen, etha ra7at bait rayelha wa3ad meny kelyoum ne6laaa3

He went and kissed her forehead

Mama: 7abeby 3azozz 9adaagg, ya ba3ad galby ro7aw ro7aw stansaw alah y7fathkum ou ykhalekum 7ag ba3ath


Aziz&I went to his silverado, and headed to entrecote at AlHamra Tower, I really had fun with 3aziz jaad! we talked about him and rahaf's relationship, its seems that they're DEEPLY in love with each others! and aziz is planning to marry her after he goes to the jam3a and work at baba's company at the same time!



After having a great day and delicous meal with my fav brother! We went back home, I changed in to my pjs and laid in bed, I was chatting with faris on bbm when suddenly I recived a message from an unknown number ..

+965********:

Hello alzain, its shaikha :)! congrats for the engagement that will last in few days! you think I forgot about you? Huh, you're wrong babe! ana 7alaft ena faris bekon 7agy o lail7een tama 3ala 7elfy!! awreech ya alzain bent waleed! wala lakhaleech t3etheen a9b3ech men elnedam hayen :) oh and btw stansay hal cham youm elakheera ma3a faris la2na no more faris after that ;)


WHAT THE HELL? Shfe umha hathi?? 

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Chapter 24

Me: deshay yuma

Mum came in my room ..

Mama: sem3eny, men elyoum o raye7 maku 6al3a men elbait, 7adch elmadresa o terj3eeen

Me: bs yumaa-

Mama: ush maby asma3 9otech, ana yaya agool ely 3endy ou ba6la3 sam3tny???

I nodded with my head looking at the ground ..

Me: swalef bs barou7 bait maysa, bas barou7 bait basma maku fahma??? 7ata eljam3ya mat6benha taben shay kumar mawjoud! wela tara ha awa9el elsalfa 7ag oboch o ukhoch, 7emday rabech ana lail7een sakta

A hot tear fell on my cheeks, this is HELL.

Mama: o ghadach bl 9ekhan, tabeen nezlay eklay

She said her last words while getting out of my room and slamming the door behind her ..

This can't be happening ..

I laid in bed crying, there is nothing to do just cry and thats what im only doing since yesterday ..

I cried for minutes, then a sound from the window interuppted me, what is happening out there?

I saw a rock hitting my window, so I rushed to see who's throwing the rocks ...

Faris??

I slowly opened the window ..

Me: fariiiissss

Faris: denyaaat faariss

Me: faris please rouuuu7 please, ester 3alay alah ykhaleek mu nag9a fethaye7

Faris: zayoun ana magdar chethy, magdar makaaalmch wala amout

Me: maku shay bednaa now, rou7 alah ykhaleeek roou7

Faris: ana yayeblch mobile 3ashan tkalmeny, nezlay beskat o ekthee meni tukfaaain

Me: la2 faris walaaa magdar magdar mu nag9a, wala omy tethb7nyy

Faris: zayoun magdar wala magdar

Me: khaaala9 enshoof she9eer ba3dain bs al7een rou7, etha t7ebny rou7 alah ykhaleek

He frowned, we were staring at each others for couple of seconds then he went to his car, he smiled weakly to me and waved, I waved back then he started to drive the car and I was just staring at his car from the window going smaller and smaller the farther he went .. This is gonna be hard, for both of us

This week passed by dreadful slow, it was just school, home, school, home! the 'good' part is im having time to study, mum & I's relationship couldn't get any worser, we barely talk, we just talk a little bit around aziz and baba just to not let them feel that there is something wrong, but if its me and mama? we NEVER talk, she doesn't even feel like seeing my face ..

Today is thursday, I came back home and joined my family for lunch

Baba: ela zayouna wain betru7een elyom?

Me: wala mukaan

Aziz: ghareeba hal ayam zaytouna 9ayra 3ayouz mate6laa3

I peeked at my mother, and she caught me peeking at her

Mama: a9lan a7sanlha elga3da bl bait 3ashan tet3wad lama etzawaj mu kela hyaata

A7s'ha etdawer shay 3ashan etrage3

Baba: ee bs 3ad mu chethy, 6el3ay hal ayam kela 7akra nafsech bl dar

Mama: golay 7ag maysa tyeelch, a7sanlkum

Me: khala9 agolaha

After having lunch, I went upstairs to change my clothes then went back downstairs and found only my mother in the living room

Mama: *bnafseya* dagaitay 3ala maysa?

Me: la al7een badeg

Mama: shofay laykon 7sbalch ana gelt chethy 3ashanch? tara 3ashan uhma may7eson, ou 7emday rabch eni ga3da aster 3alaich

I swallowed my tears and nodded my head .. I called maysa and told her to come over now, she agreed el7amdela

Minutes later, she arrived and we went upstairs to my room! as soon as we entered the room, I locked the door and started to cry my heart out in maysa's chest

Maysa hugged me so hard ..

Maysa: t3wethay men ebleees zayouna

Me: maysa!!!! this is hell!!!! mani gadra at7aaamal

Maysa: 7abeebty walah 7asa feeech, wala 7assaa

Me: jude and hala is treating me like a person they don't know & we used to be sisters!!!! mama is treating me like a trash in the house!! and faris? oh how much I miss him, mu gadra at7amal hal 3eesha maysa wala amout a7saanli

Maysa: besmela 3alaich, thekray rabech zayoun! kelshay o lah 7al may9eer chethy tgoleen

Me: khalaaa9 wala ta3abt

Maysa: zayoun? 

Me: hmm

Maysa: tabeen tkalmeen faris?

Me: walaahh?? eeee please tukfain ee yalaaa yala now! degay degaay

Maysa: *giggling* enzain shfeech now badeg 3alaih khala9 haday

Maysa grabbed her phone from her bottega bag and dailed faris number, I took the phone from her

Faris: ha maysa

His voice seems so broken and sad ..

Me: *whispering* fariss

Faris: *surprised* mnuu? zayoooun??

Me: eee ee

Faris: yaaaaa hala walaaa, ya hala bl zaaaiin kelaaaa, tawa maradat ro7yyyy 3ugub masm3t hal 9ot!!!!! akhhh yany meshaaaaglch, akhhhh wala bamout men elwalaaahh

I started to cry, I tried so hard to swallow my tears but I couldn't awal masema3t 9outa bechait, I miss him, I really do!!!

Faris: baaass ya rou7yyy!! etha le kha6er 3endech latabcheeen tukfain tara walah mat7amal ashofech tabcheen

Maysa *whispered to me*: ush ushh laysm3oona ahalch latabcheen

I tried so hard to stop crying, and I finally did

Me: faris I miss you!!!!


Faris: 3ayaaal ana shagoool? zayoun jad eb hal sboo3 3araft ena law ymer youm wa7ed bedoon la asma3 9otech amout!! o bhal sbou3 met alfain maraaa walah 


Me: khala9 walaa faris magdar at7amaaal akthar


Faris: ana bakh6bech, gelt 7ag omy eni bakh6ebch bs galatly eb shahar khamsa lana tawa metwafy yadyy


Me: e7na eb january now, ya3ny mabuga shayy


Faris: eeee akhh na6er 3ala nar, na6er 3ala a7ar men eljamer walaa


Me: faris lazem arouu7, maysa ga3da t7en lana tkhaf a7ad yesma3na


Faris: laaa taw elnassss tukfain la2, masolafnaa wayed masheba3tt


Me: wedyyy wala bas shsawyy


Faris: deray balech 7ayate ok? o latethaygeen khelgch, kela arba3 khams ash'hur o t9eren 7aram 'faris alflany'


Me: *giggling shyly* inshaaalah


Faris: alah y7afthech galby


After talking to faris, I felt so comfortable el7amdela, jad wayed ertaa7ttt!!

Days passed by and nothing ever changed, exept that everything went back to normal with hala and jude, they understood me el7amdela and I was so happy that we're back together!

Later that day, I came back to school, rosey told me that mum is upstairs at her room so I decided to go to her

*knock knock*

Mama: mnuu??

Me: ana zayoun

Mama ignored, shay 6abe3y 9ar now, t3awadt :)

I entered room and found her sitting at her dressing fixing her hair, I came to her and kissed her forehead ..

Mama: tabeen shay?

Me: ee

Mama looked at me with questioning eyes ina shnu tabeen?

Me: mama abee rethach, *chocked in my tears* mama wala ana asfa 3ala ely swaita adry eny maste7y o afashel o qaleelat adab 3ala ely swaita o nazalt sharaf 3ayltna bs wala yuma ana met7asfaaaa, t3abt 9arlena foug elshahar we7na 3ala hal 7al, yuma ana walaht 3alaich, walaht 3ala swalfech, walaht 3ala lamatch! tukfaaain erthay 3aaanii ou sam7eeeny tukfain

Mama looked at me, 3yonha kanat mghorga

Mama: zayouna 7abebty, ana 3umry maz3alt 3alaich, wala ra7 az3aaal, ana yemken 9a7 makent akalmech wala a36eech wayh bs kent ga3da asawy kel hatha 3shan ma9la7tch, 3ashan t7esen eb ghala6ch! wela matadreen ana knt akheth kel akhbarch mn rosey .. kalaitay, nemtay, sharabtay, darstay, 7alaitay wajebatch, kel hatha kan yhemnyy lana 3umry maz3alt mench 3ashan artha 3alaich! ana bas kent abeech t7esen eb ghla6ch

Me: mama wala 7asait waaala, matadreen shkether thag khelgy eb hal shahar hathaa wala, akhyas shahar eb 7ayate kelahaa!! ana abee rethach wala bs abe rethach eb hal denyaa

She stood up and hugged me tight while crying

Mama: rathyaa 3alaich ya bnayty rathyaaaa

Me: el7amdelaaa!! mat9adgeen shkether wanasteenyy

Mama went to her drawer, took my phone and gave it to me

Mama: zayouna haach telephonch bas please 7abebty latrtkbain elghala6
Me: inshalla mama lat7ateen

First thing I did was delete faris, I told him that I can't keep him, I can't loose mum's trust again, el7amdela he understood! and thats better for both of us

....

May 11, at 2:00

I came back home from school and sat with my mother and father in the living room ..

Mama: 7abeebty zayouna?

Me: hmm?

Mama: yayelch kha6a6eeb

Me: huh??

Baba: 3ad tara 7adhum san3een ou nas mu2dba ou elrayal o elne3m feeh uhwa o uboh o kl 3aylt'hum o 3yal khair ba3aad

Wth?? kha6a6eebb???

Me: ou mnuu hatha??

Baba: faris alflany, weld a7mad alflany

OH MY GOD!!! FAAAARISS!!! Ya 7laaaila walah walaht 3alaaihh 7ail, maskeeen wafy eb wa3da 7abeeeby:(

Mama: *smiling* ha shgeltay ya bnayty?

Fashlaa agol ee 3ala 6oul, lazem nathgel shwaayy 

Me: *shyly* madre afakerr

I went quickly to my room, I was smiling like an idoit and remembering every moment with faris, kelmat walaht 3alaihh? shwaya eb 7aggaaa </3

Mama suddenly came inside my room ..

Mama: zayouna 7abeebty?

Me: hala mama

Mama: entay ge6a3tay 3elaqtch eb faris akher marra?

Me: ee yumaa wala maklmta men 3ugubha wala, wala mu ga3d achathebb

Mama: *giggling* enzain 7abebty shfeech m9adgtch bs s2alt su2al

I giggled

Mama: bas ya7laila wala matwaq3ta eyee o yakh6ebch 7asbaly bas yel3ab, wela 6ala3 mashala 3alaih nawi yakhthech

Me: ee getlch yuma neyatna zawaj wala

Mama's eyes became teary and she rushed to me and hugged me 

Me: *giggling* shfeech yumaa

Mama: *crying* many m9adga benty ely kanat hal 6ooolha bet9er 3arouss

Me: sheftaayy shloun

Mama: alah ya7afthech o yakteb eli feh elkhair inshala, ha endegg 3alaihum engolhum enich mwafqa?

Me: la ne6ray 3alaihum cham youm ba3dain degay, fashla chethy bsr3a cheni mu m9adga

Mama: *giggling* 3ad entay 9ej mu m9adgaaa

Me: *shyly* yumaaa khala9

Mama giggled as she left the room ..

Ahh! I was so happy! I called maysa ..


Maysa: aloo 

Me: guess whaaat?

Maysa: what?

Me: guess yalaa?

Maysa: shdarany golay yaalla

Me: fariisss khe6abnyyy

Maysa: bala chethbb zayoun!!

Me: wala waaala

Maysa: 7elfaaayyy??? ay shay ay shay??? tara wala etha dagga bathbe7chhh wala

Me: wala mu daggaa ya bent elnas

Maysa: *screaming from the phone* ahhhhhh!! ma9adeg ma9adeggg!!! MABROOOUUUUKKK

Me: *giggling* ush ush ga9ray 7esech

Maysa: mani m9adgaaa!! a7la khaaabaarrr!! bye bye bakteb eb bbm!!!!

Me: LAAAAAAAA!! maynouuuna entayyy?? ma7aaad yadriii!!! 7etan ahal faris madgaina 3alaihum o gelna ok!!! shfeeech entay fe9altay 3alaina

Maysa: *giggling* sorry sorry men eleshte6aa6 wala mu menyyy!!

Me: heheh wala a7bechh yal kheblaa


A week passed, mama already called faris mum and told her that we want to see him! faris, his mother and his sister were coming tonight ..

Me: maaaysaa khayfaa

Maysa: chub t7aseseny awal mara teg3deen ma3aa

Me: *giggling* adry ena mu awal mara, bs madre hal mara ghair hal mara ba6ny shayesh 3alay men elkhof madre laish

Maysa: lat7ateen maku ela elkhair, ta3alay ge3day khal asweelch sha3rech ba3ad thalath sa3at beyon
Me: yalaa

Maysa waved my hair, after that I applied make up to my face, then I wore this simple dress:
























And my louboutain high heels ..

Maysa: you look breath-taking


Her eyes started to tear

Me: 7elfaay?

Maysa: wala wala! malekat jamaaaal ya bakhat faris feech

I hugged her

Rosey came to my room ..

Rosey: zayouna, mama say come downstairs visitors are here

Me: ok ok, besmela

Maysa: take a deep breath, and remember everything is gonna be ok 

I went downstairs and found khalty nawal (faris's mom), sharifa (faris's older sister which is married), faris, mama, and my grandma .. Salamt 3ala kelman, and I just shook hands with faris without putting my eyes in his eyes ..

Mum's eyes were tearing and I could see her whispering 'alah y7aftech' .. I sat at one of the sofas close to my mother, I still didn't put my eyes in faris's eyes

Khalty nawal: alah alah, esem 3ala musama mashalaa! kel malech o t7lwain alah y7afthech

Me: *shyly* mashkoora khalty matga9reen

Sharifa: shlonech zayouna shakhbrch?

Me: el7amdela tamaam entay shlonech?

Sharifa: bkhair daamch bkhair

I raised my head and found faris staring at me, the moment my eyes met his eyes, I felt like I've missed him more than anything, kan wedy arou7 walemaa o maheda!!!

Mama: zayouna ro7ay ge3day yam faris

Khalty nawal: ee ge3daw hnak bro7kum

I nodded and stood up, I went and sat next to faris in the sofa, but there was space between us! my grandma, mama, khalty nawal and sharifa were soulifing alone in the other side of the living room, they were a little bit far from us ..

I was looking at the ground while sitting next to him, awal mara a7es nafsy mesta7ya men faris laih hal darajja;$
Faris: zayoun?

I raised my head to see him

Faris: walaht 3alaich

I smiled shyly

Me: wlahat 3alaik el3afya

Faris: wentay mu walhana? 

Me: ana denya men elwalahh 

Faris: akhhhhh! akhh tara wala al7een abogech o a6la3 jedam omich

Me: *giggling* mategdar

Faris: lat7adainy asaweehaa

Me: matsaweehaa

Faris: *giggling* walaht 3ala swalfech ya bent elnaass!! eldenya bedonch matswa walaaa

I giggled shyly

Faris: akheeeeran bet9eren 7agi, 7agi ana o bass