Chapter 23

I rushed upstairs to my room, I opened my closet and stared at it, I grabbed a black simple

 dress, its for bait/shalaih/jam3ya not over ya3ny mala da3y akshakh we're just gonna stay in

 the car! I wore my silver toms and kept my hair fall freely and natural

 

I went downstairs and hurried to faris's car .. kanat re7at elsayara 3e6er embayen ena tawa

 rashaa, re7at 3e6er 3ala zegayer! cute manesa ena mat7mal re7at zegayer:(

Faris: lail7een za3lana?

Me: mm 

Awkward silence ..

Faris: zayountii

I was staring outside the window and ignoring him

Faris: 7ayateee?

I ignored

Faris: 3umriii?

Again, I ignored

Faris: ro7yyy?

I ignored him

Faris: 6al3eeny zayouna

I turned my face slowly to see him, he was holding a red rose and staring at me with a smile on his face

Me: ya3ny shinu? 7sbalek hal warda betratheeny?

Faris: la2

I gave him a nafseya smile then turned back and stared at the window, faj2a wela ashouf board on the street katbeen 3alaiha 'Sorry Z   -F' what the hell? Again, I saw another board waraha eb shwaya! could it be from faris?

Again, I saw a third one maktoob 3alaiha nafs elshay ..

Me: faris?

Faris: *smiling* rouuuu7 faris intay, amray?

Me: shenu hal lo7aat?

Faris didn't stop smiling, he was just ignoring me and staring with a smile

He opened the radio and putted a CD, 'yatama' shamma 7amdan is playing

مدري الى ما يا حبيبي الى ما

 هذا الزعل يلي علي وجهك يطول

 ببعدك أنا و قلبي غدينا يتآما

 وآن صار فينا شي تراك انتا المسؤل 

وان كنت انا غلطان سآمحني يا زعلان

تدري وانا وهالقلب بعدك يتامى
 

I was staring at the window and smiling shyly, maltefat 3alaih but I could here him singing loudly and I could feel him staring at me

The boards were filling the way, yemken sheft 25 wa7daa!

Faris: 3endch scarf wela band?

Me: la2 laish?

Faris: 3ayal ghamthay 3ainch o latba6leeenha ela lama agoolch

Me: laishh?

Faris: mu lazem t3arfeen

Me: embala lazem

Faris: wana mani gayel shloun?

Me: wana many mghamtha shlon?

Faris: yala 3ad zayouun sem3ay elkalam wlaw mara, 3ashaaany

Me: ifff ok

I closed my eyes, after few seconds faris stopped the car, he opened the door for me

Me: tara baftaa7

Faris: ya wailechh, yebay edech ana asa3dech

He helped me to get down from his g-class, it was kinda awkward holding his hands, we started walking he was holding me 3ashan ma a6ee7

Me: ha aba6el?

Faris: ee yala

I opened my eyes, there was a big poster 3al ba7ar maktoob 3alaih 'Will you forgive me Z?'

Waaaay 7aram:(

Suddenly, I felt him breath behind me, he was too close ..

Faris: will you? you know I didn't mean to shout in your face, wala mu beedy zayoun 3a9abt wal7een nadman kether sha3ar rasii

His voice was so heart breaking, there is sadness behind his voice, wayed kesar kha6ryy

Me: ofcourse I will

Faris: *shouting from happiness* yaaaa ba3ad keliiiiii

Me: *giggling* ush ushh fetha7tna

Faris: kaiiifyyyy 7abeebty wana kaifyy a7ebhaa ya3ny may9eer?

Me: * shyly* embala y9eer

Faris: akhhh 3ala hal wayh el6emo6a

Me: *giggling* bas 3aadd, enzain malgaitlna mukan ela 3al ba7ar jedam hal zalamaat?

Faris: shsawy fakart awadeech elshalaih bas kheft tet2khrain 3ala ahaalch

Me: shouf shouff elzalamat wel 9a3ayda ykhezona o yetbosmon chena ga3den yshofon film

Faris: yalait hathaila m3azeem 3ersna ykhezona we7na 3al koshaa

Me: yaaaaw malgait ela hal zalamat?

Faris: *giggling* 3ad tkhaylehum kuwaityen ya3nyyy

We talked for a bit, then we went to living room in marina waves ..

Faris: akhhh eljaaw eyanen baraaad

Me: ee, umbay faris omy ga3da etdegg

Faris: redayy 3alaiha

Me: shaaagool??

Faris: golelha ench 3end rfejtch 3ady ay shay

I answered ..

Me: hala mama

Mama: hala zayounaa, ha tghadaitay?

Me: ee

Mama: ashwaa, wainech asma3 9out hawaa?

Me: haa ee ana 6al3a ma3a maysa

Mama: ashwa zain swaitay lana ana o ubooch shaklna m6awleen bnedkhal movie

Me: have fuuun

Mama: entay ba3ad! yala ma3salama 7abebty

Me: byee

..
Me: ashwaa marja3aw elbait lail7een

Faris: el7amdela ya3ny ben6awel ana weyach

Me: la wala faris lazem arja3 al7een

Faris: afaaa malaitay mny bhal ser3aa?

Me: la mu 3aan bs ena akhaf a7ad yshofny ma3ak o mayta bardd labsa dress khafeef

Faris: ta3alay almech 3ashan tedfain

Me: *shyly* bs 3aadd faris

Faris: *giggling* atghashmar wala atghashmaar

Me: enzain yala gemnaa

Faris: yala bas tara batmasha feech bl sayara mani radech al7een masheba3t

Me: *shyly* inshala

Faris paid the bill, then we went to his car, we cruised for like 30 minutes, he was just flirting and I was blushing with a little giggles, afashel ma3arf sharedd 3alaih x_x

As soon as I arrived home, I saw mama sitting in the living room her face was yellow kan shaklha ma9dom

Me: mama? meta yetay?

Mama: alzain menu hatha ely ga6ech?

Me: ha ma7ad?

Mama: sema3teeny, menu ely ga6ech?

Me: ee ely tawa? Sager

Mama: testahblain ma3ay entay? hathy mu sayarat sager o sager 6ale3 ma3a 3azizz

I didn't know what to answer! I was shocked enha radat elbait, she's supposed to be in the cinema shyaaabha yarabi :'(

Mama: 3a6eeny mobilech

Me: laaaishh yumaa

Mama: GETLCH 3A6EENI MOBILECH!!!!!

I gave her my mobile and hurried upstairs to my room and locked the door, I laid in bed and cried my heart out shaaagolaha al7een? wain awadyy wayhy?
I grabbed my laptop and opened twitter ..

I tweeted 'NITFM'

Seconds later, I got a dm from  faris ..

@FarisAlX: zayouniii wainech bbm laish matredeen?

@AlZainAlX: faris omyy shafaaatny ma3akk:'( 

@FarisAlX: men9ejchh? shlon mu ehya bl cinema???

@AlZainAlX: shakelhum mara7aw:( omy khathaat mobiley madry shsawyyy walah:(

@FarisAlX: latethaygeen khelgch 7abeebty, everything is gonna be ok! tabeen ayeelch?

@AlZainAlX: wain tyeelyy faris men9ejek 3ashan to9al elsalfa 7g oboy o okhoy wanthebe7! pls la2 kelesh mu nag9aa:'(

I heard my mom's footsteps, so I quickly closed my laptop

*knock knock*

I opened the door ..

Me: mama?

Mum came and sat on my bed

Mama: sem3eeny 3adel zayoun, shofay ana lafeta7t mobilech wela ta3abtht eb shay bs yaya hny 3ashan tgolely menu hatha ely ga6ech o laish rakba ma3a o shenu 3elaqtkum eb ba3ath...

Me: mama-

Mama: khaleeny akamel!! eyeny weyach ta36eeny ma3lomat ghala6 lana wala ya alzain ra7 et7sfain o elsalfa bto9al 7ag oboch o ukhooch, fa tgolely el9ej wela ra7 tet7sfain

Me: mama hatha faris

Mama: ay faris??

Me: faris weld khalat maysa

Mama: o sh3elaqtkuuum eb ba3ath balah 3ashan terkbeen ma3a??

Me: yumaa .. yuma ana o faris naween netzawaj, uhwa y7ebny wana a7ebaa

Mama: 7abtkum elgaraaada enshala

She was about to slap my face, bas msekat nafs'ha shaklha 7ail kanat m3a9baaaa!!

Mama: mahgait'ha mnch, mahgait'ha mn bentyyy!! entay akeed mu zayoun ely a3rfha .. sheli ghayerch?? ana o oboch marbainach 3ala hal 6reej .. laish etsaween fena chethyy? mu 7aaaraaaamm??!

Me: yumaa ana mu qasdyy wal-

Mama: ush ushhh latklmain, maby asma3 mench wala kelma khalaaa9 6al3tay mu gadd hal theqaaaa!! yebay laptopch

Me: yumaa la2 please mamaaa fehmenyy

Mama: GETLCH YEBE LA AKASRA FOUG RASECH!!!! YEBYY YALA

I gave her my laptop, she took it and slammed the door behind her, I laid in bed again .. I cried and cried till I fell asleep

I woke up the next morning with a huge headache and my head was heavy from the crying yesterday, I looked at the clock it was 10:13 ..

Me: roooooseeyyy

Rosey came to my room

Rosey: yesss?

Me: why didn't you woke me up for school?

Rosey: mama said you'll not go to school today

Me: okay fe a7add down stairs?

Rosey: no, mama and baba go to work and aziz in school

Me: oh ok

Rosey: why your face like dat so yellow and your eyes red??

Me: no nothing im just sick

Rosey: oh salaamat zayooona u want breakfast?

Me: no thanks

I took a quick shower and wore black leggings with 'I <3 NY' pullover, did my hair to a messy pony tail then went downstairs
I called maysa from the house phone ..

Maysa: aloo?

Me: hala

Maysa: mnu? zayoun?

Me: ee ya3ny mnu balah

Maysa: madre 9otech metghayer o ghareba daga 3alay mn telephone elbait?

Me: long story, wainech?

Maysa: tawni 6al3a mn eljam3a, ta3aleely?

Me: la you comee now bser3a I need you

Maysa: sh9ayerr?

Me: ta3alay wagoolch yala

Maysa: ok degayeg wana 3endech

I told rosey to do 2 cups of hot chocolate and bring them upstairs, I waited for maysa for about 10 minutes till she come ..

I told maysa everything that happened yesterday ..

Maysa: umbaaayy zayoun 7abeebty chan geltely ams ayee anam 3endech?

She hugged me so tight and I started to tear up

Me: shlon agoolch o mobiley mu m3ay wala agdar anzel el9alaa? male wayh ashoof omy

Maysa: t'hgaain khalty muneera tgool 7ag 3ami waleedd?

Me: la la inshala laaa .. maysa latkhar3eenii

Maysa: latkhafeen 7abebty, khala9 inshalla mara7 y9eer shay a9lan a3rf omch metfahma mashalaa ehya akeed men9adma now bs 9adgeeny ra7 tefhmech b3dain

Me: madre mayso 7ady khayfa alah yasterrrr

She hugged me again, I love her hugs 7ail <3

Me: khaleech meny al7een, sh9ar ma3a barrak?

Maysa: a9lan khala9 I got over him, 3eftaaa mawa6na 9ert khala99

Me: alah alaah sheli taghayar faj2a? hal weekend eb dubai mayta 3alaih

Maysa: tkhaylay mu uhwa yarna? thak elyom ga3da a6el men dereshty wela ashofa nazel mn sayarta ma3a wa7da shagra ou dakhalha dewanytaa, takhaylay!!!!

Me: ay shaaayy mdakhlha eldewanya b3d? mayest7yy hal ensan

Maysa: ghayray elmawtho3 ge6ee3a kl mathkera tlou3 chabdyy

We talked about random things then she went back home, wayed erta7t lama kalamt'ha, she makes me laugh when im not in the mood to smile <3
..

*knock knock*

Me: menuu?

Aziz: ana 3azizz

Me: edkhaal

Aziz came in ..

Aziz: ha laish matghdaitay ma3anaa?

Me: nechabtaw elghadda?

Aziz: ee haw shfeech omy tgool ench matabeen takleen tghadaitay gablna?

Me: ha, ee ee kalait 9a7 nesait

Aziz: *giggled* maynounaa, enzain ana raye7 bakhathli nap yala te9b7en 3ala khair

Me: *smiling* wnta mn ahlaa

Maloum omyy 3ala ta9arufat'ha, as I said before, my parents marabony 3ala hal 6reej, kanaw dayman ygololy ena hal swalef ghala6 o ma9khara o ena kel el9bayan yel3bon 3ala elbanat wana kent meghtan3a bhal shay! But when I met faris, eveything changed, EVERYTHING! I know he's different ..

I prayed when I suddenly heard knocks coming from the door ..

Me: minu

..: omech

Chapter 22

Maysa: zayoon kahu kahu, ka barrak

Me: saway roo7ch matshofena

Maysa: men9ejch entay? ana ma9adagt 3ala alah ashoofa

She was going to his way but I held her hands quickly

Me: nag9een fethaye7 e7na? balah faris came ou shafkum m3a ba3ath mara thanya! maysa bs tukfain mu nag9een

Barrak turned to our side, he was shocked when he saw us, 3ala 6ol laf wayhaa

Maysa: a777 sheftyy? 9ad 3ana

Me: maloma el9ara7a, wayha kela 6agat mn faris ou b3dain akeed lama shafna 7sbala ena faris ma3ana

Barrak took his order ou 3ala 6oul 6ala3 mn starbucks

Me: emshay khana6leb o neg3ad

We went and ordered our food, we took them and sat at one of the tables! maysa was silent wana kent agreg fog ras'ha

Me: umbay mayso, mat9adgeen shkether faris qathnyy! tkhaylay sheftay hal taiba ely yat salemat 3laih elyoum? ely ma3ana bl hotel ely salemat 3laih b3d thak elyoum 3al ryog! tkhaylay ana getla wakher 3anha ma7eb ashofek etsolef ma3aha welyoum uhwa ely nadaha 3ashan ysalem la o ysolef b3dd! qathny kel hatha 3ashan shnu etwaq3ain? 3ashan magetla 3anch o 3an barrak! ynarfez 9a7?

Maysa was staring at me bas embayen ena mukh'ha mu ma3ay

Me: maysaa??

She was silent

Me: mayso ou yahaddd

Maysa: ha ha shfeech

Me: aklmech laish matreden? mokhech wain shared?

Maysa: zayoon ga3da afaker! tawa barrak laish 9ad 3any o mayaby ykalmny? akeed fe sebab thany mu 3ashan faris! akeeeed! lana uhwa gali bl lobby gabel la faris yshofna ena ra7 y7ebny 6oul 3umra o mara7 yatrkny mahma 9ar!! al7eeen shfee? masra3 ghayar raya?
She started crying silently, hnee ana khala9 magedart askett, ksarat kha6ry hal maskeena

Me: maysa bagoolch shay, bas please haday ou lat3a9ben bser3a ok?

Maysa: ok shfeech golayy

I told her what I was in avenues the other day, she was shocked bs kanat etdawrla 3ether

Maysa: yemken his cousin? Latathlmeena

Me: maysa latchathbeen 3la nafsech!! faris gali ena kel his cousins kbar 7ail o metzawjeen + elbent ely ma3a kanat sgheera o tawha shabab! o ham faris gali ena barrak ra3y banat

Suddenly, maysa burst in to tears!! Hadait'ha lama gelt bas bs she was still crying and the people around were staring so I took her to the bathroom quickly! My phone rang faj2a ..

Incoming call: Azooozi;*

Me: hala 3aziz

Aziz: entaw wainkum??? 9arli sena adegg!! bnamshy 3ankum tara el6ayara bet6eeer

Me: enzain wainkum now neye

Aziz: e7na 3end elbab ely dakhalna mena, bser3a 6yaraan!

I told maysa that we have to go quickly, she washed her face and on the way to them I told her to hold her self  jedamhum and we'll fix everything in the airplane

We reached the airport in 15 minutes, we did the passport things and everything then we rushed to the airplane, we were the last people to enter ..

Shadan: oh hatha mu chena barrak?

Aziz: ohhh hala wala

Barrak was infront of us, shakla mameda yghayer 7ajza fa rekab ma3ana

Barrak: hala bu s3oudd

Aziz: afaa laish khalaitna o re7t?

Barrak was about to say something bas shakla kan metwahag ma3arf yredd

Sager: rab3ek awnas menna ya3ny? wala thag khelgna lama faros galna

Barrak: haha ee enshala elyayat akthar

Faris gave barrak a stare, ely 7eta ana khtera3ttt!!

Me: maysa emshay khaneg3ad

Maysa: 7a6ona yam ba3ath?

Me: ee

Maysa: ashwaa

Me and maysa went to our seats, kena b3ad 3anhum fa madre wain elbajy g3adaw!

Barrak mar men 9obna lana kerseya kan akher shay, lama we9al 3endena maysa gave him a nasty stare, he was shocked from her stare, kan fe nas wara fa 3ala 6ol meshaa

Me: maysa are you ok?

Maysa: *burst in to tears*

Me: bas bas khala9 7abebty hadayy

Maysa: zayoon laish chethy sawa feny? laish ychatheb 3alay o ye6la3 ma3a bannat? qaherny qahernyyy a7s bamout!! ga3adt shahrain madry thalatha wana ta7t chethbaa wa9kha menna

Me: latithaygen 3umrch wala! hal wa9ekh mayestahel dmoo3ch bs mayso ga63tay galbyy

She was crying in my chest, until she fell asleep .. the trip back to kuwait wasn't so long, bser3a we9alna

We took our bags, and found baba waiting for us outside! we hugged him so hard 

I whispered to maysa ..

Me: tabeen anam 3endech chood terta7ain??

Maysa: no I need time alone, thanks 7abeebty

Me: ay shay tabeena call me ok?

Maysa: inshalla

We said our goodbyes, faris came to us

Faris: hallah 3ame shloonek?

Baba: hallah wallah faris, el7mdellah ent shloonk shloon elwaled?

Faris: wallah tamam

Faris: yala ma3salama 3ame ma3asalama bu s3oud

Aziz: alah ma3akk

He didn't even look at me or said bye! madry laish ga3d ysawyy chethy feenyy!!!!

Aziz: ela yuba wain omy?

Baba: kahy bl sayara

Me: walaht 3alaihaaaa

Baba: 3ad msawytlkum thak elmachbous ely taklon a9ab3kum waraa

Aziz: ayabaaa!!

We went to the car, salamna 3la omy o chethy then re7na elbait ..

I changed in to something comfy to wear, we had lunch, then drank tea, after that I did my homework and chatted with my friends on bbm! it was a boring day, I decided to sleep early today since im going to school tomorrow

At 9:30, I recived a call from faris, but I decided to ignore since he ignored me earlier today in the airport, and I was about to sleep, I put my phone on silent then slept like a baby

When I woke up the next day there was 26 missed calls from faris! akhaf 9ayer shay? I decided to check my bbm incase he talked to me

Faris alflany:
Zayoun?

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

Laish matredeen? Dagait malyon mara!!!

Zayouuuna??

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

Waaaainech entay? akhaf 9ayer feech shay!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

Kalamt 3aziz tawa! chena elwath3 3ady, akeed ta7greeny

Zayouna

PING!!!

Zayouna, kaifch taben ta7greny 7egray bs 3al aqal read this .. zayoun ana wala asef 9arakht 3alaich ou 3a9abt tara ou qasaman bela 3a9abt la ams wla elyoum gader anam wala magdar akhaleech etshelen eb kha6rch 3anii! adry iny 7mar o 7aywan eny za3ltech bs wala la eradyaan! tenarfazt lama sheft hal ... staghferla!!! tenarfazt lama shefta ma3a bent khalty o yalaita 9ej yaby yetzawjha! ga9 3ala ne9 banat elkuwait!! zayoonti please sam7eenyy! wala mu gader a3eesh bedonch, gemt abchy methl elyahel :')! eb hal arba3 ash'hur 9ertay DENYETYY wala!!

I read what he said, and tears started running down my cheeks! I MISS HIM!!! I miss his silly jokes, I miss his stupid laugh, I miss his deep voice, I miss our stupid fight!!! My life is nothing without him! 9ej ena youm wa7ed o 7asait ena fe shay nage9 eb 7ayatyy!!

I decided to ignore, hal kalam mayabela bbm lazem face to face or phone call and mama is calling me so lazem arou7!!

I saw shaikha at school in lunch break, she came towards me

Shaikha: shlon elsafra ma3a 7abeeb elgalbb? ha tesab7taw bl beach ma3a ba3ath? ou re7taw elcinema ma3a ba3ath? ou re7taw ma63am as couples? Huh, say goodbye to these days la2na faris marada lyy 9adgeeny

SHTABI HATHYY??? jad jad ba6at chabdyy, ou elmushkla ena jedam elbanat

Me: sem3ay shaikha, kalam yo9lech o yet3adach, 7ayate elkha9a malech sheghl feha! a6la3 ma3a menu o shasawy malech sheghl fahma?? bs malooomch, hatha kela mn sebat el7ara ely feech :') ya3ny ma3qola kel hal sneen entay jedam faris o mafakar ykalmch? wana bas martain shefta o yebt rasa 3ugubha? ee o 3an faris, ana a7ba o uhwa y7ebny o 9adgeeny mara7 y6el eb wayhech

Her face was ':|' like that bl thab6, ana kel mara asketlaha 3ala hal 7arkat bs now khala9 enfejart magedart!! Shaikha dam3at 3yoonha men el7ara o ra7at magdarat etkalam 7ata!!

OMG, staw3abt ana hala o jude shafaw o sma3aw kelshayy!!!!! wana gelthum ena maku shay bainaaa ana o faris

Jude: zayoun? you and faris? laish maglteelna?

Hala: laish e7na mu rab3ch zayoun? mafrooth ench etgolelna o man3rf eb hal 6areeqa

Jude: ya3ny lo mu shaikha yat tkalmch chan e7na still madrainaa

I was shocked, ma3rft shared 3alaihum! nazalt rasy, cus e7na men 3umrrr kelshay y9er engola 7ag ba3ath! bs kheft agolhum 3an faris ou a6ee7 mn 3ainhum lana hathy mu swalfhum

Basma: banat 9adgoony ehya kanat betgolkum, bs malegat elwagt elmunaseb! Fehmoha

Hala: shnu? entay tadreen?

Jude: matwaq3t'ha mench zayoun! shme3na basma ely tadry? kent a7aseb ena kelna khawat?

Hala: la jude, ethaher ena alzain tshoof ena basma ehya bs ekht'ha, gomay khanroo7 el9af

Hala and jude stood up and left! AWCH!!! laish chethy ga3d y9eeer? kelman men 9obbb yez3al:( ifffff

The day passed by as slow as a turtle, hala and jude were avoiding me the whole day! kent ag3ad ma3a basma 6ool elwagt, wetha ra7at 3endehum shwaya 3ashan etjamel ag3ad with one of the classmates or bro7y

When I reached home, I found 9 missed calls from faris! I decided to call back

Me: aloo

Faris: hala zayoon

Me: hi

Faris: kentay bl madresa?

Me: ee

Faris: enzain zayoun bagoolch shay o sem3eny laih elakher please

Me: faris please, magdar al7een, 7ady ta3bana o male khelg shay kelesh! akalmek b3dain

I closed the phone quickly, I laid in bed and started crying like a little child! I was such in a bad mood!! everything is happening these days are depressing! faris, shaikha, hala, jude, and this taiba ..

Faris called more than 3 times but I closed the line! I was in no mood to talk ..

I washed my face, then went downstairs, there was no one in the house, weird!

Me: roseyyyy

Rosey: ha zayouna, im in the kitchen

I went to her in the kitchen

Me: where is mama baba and 3aziz?

Rosey: mama baba go out for lunch, and aziz go to his friend dewanya

Me: ok maku lunch for me?

Rosey: embala mama said cook for zayouna spaghetti, u want it now?

Me: ee yala im hungry

Rosey: ok

I ate my spaghetti then sat in the living room to watch tv! I left my phone upstairs kelsh male khelgaa

Suddenly .. the bell rang! haw mnu yayna? mama baba and 3aziz kelhum 3endehum elmefta7!

Me: roseeeyyyyy

Rosey: whaaattt?

Me: bell is ringing! check who's outside please

Rosey came to me ou nafs'ha eb khashmha :)

Rosey: why don't you see? don't you see i have work?

Me: and don't you see im wearing a pajama? 

Rosey kharbe6at shay bl philipiny! anyway, she went then came back after 2 minutes

Rosey: friend aziz is outside

Me: haw? tell him aziz is not here

Rosey: he said that he only want to give him some papers

Me: did he give you?

Rosey: no he said lazem someone from the house not kadamaa

Me: iff shd3wa 3laih?

I stood up and went outside, 9akart elbab shway o enkhashait wara elbab since im wearing a pajama 

Me: n3m ukhooy?

...: ekhty yayblch awrag mn elmadresa 7ag 3aziz

Me: ok

This voice mu ghareeb 3alay kelesh!!!! 

7a6ait edy bara 3ashan akheth elawrag, faj2a he held my hands and pushed me outside

Me: WAKHERR 3ANYYYYY

...: ushhh usssshhh

Me: FARIS????

Faris: laish matreden 3ala mobilech???

Me: maby

Faris: laish matabeen?

Me: maby yah!!! mu qaseb

Faris: zayoun tukfaa sem3eny laih elakher please!! ana ma6gait darb laih baitkum 3ashan ta7greeny

Me: faris al7een ukhoy wla oboy eyoon wala enrou7 feeeha khala9 tukfa hedny ou roo7

Faris: ta3alay ma3aayy ou netfaham ma7ad ra7 yshofnaa

Me: wain ayee ma3ak?

Faris: bs shway enfer bl sayara ou netfahaam ou aredech wala!!!

Me:  na3aam?? Laa

 
Faris: kelshay laa?  wala mani maklech wala!! bs lazem netfaham, ya3ny 3ajbech 7alna chethy?

Me: akeed mu 3ajebny

Faris: 3ayal yala badlay o nezleely ana bawagef sayarty 3end yerankum in case a7ad men baitkum shafny

Me: mm, ok

Chapter 21

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The next day we woke up, we decided to have breakfast then go to emarites mall ..

I took a quick shower then wore this :

I put a trendy black hairband to my hair

After having breakfast we went to emarites mall, we decided to go to ski dubai first, then the guys told us they want to go to their friends so we went shopping
WE SHOPPED TILL WE DROPPED! ou 6ab3an I bought for dina some things 3ashan ely sawatly eyah bl 6yara, matensa hal bent!!

Maysa: iffff you3ana khanakel b3dain emkamel

Shadan: me too meshtahya shake shack

Rahaf: yala 3ayaal khanro7 shake shack

We went to shake shack to have lunch, after having a delicous meal we continued shopping then went back to the hotel

Me: tara tawa kalamt 3aziz gal badlaw 3ashan ba3d shway benrou7 cinema ba3dain net3asha

The girls: okay

Kelman kan lahyy eb shay, maysa came to me and whispered

Maysa: zayooun

Me: hmm?

Maysa: barrak gali ta3alay el lobby bekalmny 3ashan en9ale7 ely baina lana 7alatna mu 6abe3ya kelesh

Me: ok? Roo7ay men gathbch?

Maysa: abeech tyen ma3ay

Me: haw shaku ana aye? La mabyy

Maysa: yala 3ad please! Ya3ny balah a7ad shafna barou7 feeeha! oo 3ady mara7 a6awel entay ne6reny 9ob ela9n9air

Me: iff yala inzain emshay

Maysa&I stood up and made our way to the door

Rahaf: 3alaa wain?

Maysa: haa? Hmm hmmm

Me: hmmm mm ray7een supermarket ely yam elfendeqq nyeeb may

Dina: alaah aby ayeeee

Maysa: laa wain sheyebch? A9lan me7na m6awleen, byee

We went downstairs and found barrak sitting in a chair in the lobby

Me: ana na6retch hnee, in case a7ad nezal awagefhum! Ya wailech etha 6wltay tara akhaleech wamshay

Maysa: many m6awla many m6awla

Maysa went to barrak and I stood next to the elevator waiting for them to finish, I waited for like 10 minutes then suddenly the elevator opened

Me: FARIS?

Faris: ee haw shfeech wagfa hnee?

Me: haa? La .. mmm bs ga3da an6er maysa

Faris: laish wain maysa?

Me: mm mmm ra7at tkalem el lobby

Faris: enzain shfee wayhech chethy men9efeg?

Me: laa wala shay

I forced a smile on my face

Faris: *smiling* enzain bedam ena e7na broo7na khantemasha shway

Me: ha laa la khaalna hnee a7san

Faris: zayouna shfeech tara mara7 aklech

Me: la mu 3an bs enna male khelg ya3nyy

I didn't want to go 3ashan mayshoof barrak and maysa, wela ana wedyy arou7 o mahedaa ba3ad

Faris giggling: afa? Malech khelgy? Yala 3ad 3an eldala3 ou emshay

He held my hand sweetly and forced me to walk with him! OMG, he's gonna see them:'(

Faris: hatha mu chenna barrak ely wagaf yam maysa?

Me: haa? La yethay2lek

Faris: EMBALA KAHU!!!! LA O YBOOS'HA BA3AADD

Barrak was kissing maysa at her cheek, and she was blushing!!! Faris ran to them, sa7ab barrak mn his shirt o lzega bl 6ofaa

Faris: ENTT 7AYWAAAAN? TEL3AB 3ALA BENT KHALTI???? MALGAIT ELA BENT KHALTY MEN KEL HAL BANNAT?????

Barrak: faris waaakher 3ani o 3an elghalaaa6

Faris: ou lek 3ain et7acheny ba3aad?? WALA ENEK MU KAAAAFU ELTHEQA!!! ANA ELGHAL6AN ELY DAKHALTEK BAITY O SHALAIHY O 3A6AITEK ELTHEQAAAA

Barrak: waaakher 3ani getlekkk! Bent khaltek ghal6anaa ba3aadd

Faris: YAL 7AYWAAAN YA EBN ELKALBBBB!!!

Faris mesak barrak ou sda7a bl arth o gam ykafekh feeee! I started screaming, ashwana makan fe a7ad bl lobby o ely yeshtaqlon yaw o fachechohumm! I turned around but I didn’t find maysa!! WHERE THE HELL DID SHE GO???

Me: faaariss khalaa9 bs tukfa malna khelgg mashakel

Faris: wakhraaay la a7e6ch yamma wallaaa

AWCH!!! Awal mara ykalmny chethyyJ ana shaaakkuu??

Me: faris 3an elghalaaa6! O bedal la t7e6 3alay roo7 shoof bent khaltek madre wain ra7aat

Faris: khatwaaali! A9lan mu zain ashoofha wala athba7haa

Barrak ran away! 6ala3 men el hotel o alaah ya3lam wain raaa7

Me *crying*: faris please, please dawer 3alaiha! Latsawi broo7ha shay!

Faris: entay 9e3daay foug la wala atfenech hnyy! Ana agool shfeech mekhtar3a lama shfteny athary 9afa ma3aha! Hatha wentay tadreen o shayfa b3ainech ena barrak le3eeb

Me: men gaalek eni 9afa ma3ahaa??? Ana adry o kent bagolaha bl Kuwait bs mala da3y athayeg khelgha bl safraa! O 3ala fekra tara lo 3aziz shafna ana weyak besawi methel ely swaita o yemken akthaar! Fa 7iss fehum lanek ga3ed etsawi methel ma barrak ysawy

Faris gave me a shitty stare then went upstairs! Kan shakla metnarfezz 7aaail

I went to the lobby's bathroom! I washed my face so it wouldn’t show that I was crying, then I went upstairs and found rahaf playing with her phone in bed

Rahaf: haa wainkum laish  ta2khrtaw? O wain elmay?

Me: mayebna may

Rahaf: la walaah? Malat

I went to open the bathroom door but it was locked

Me: mnu bl 7amaam?

Rahaf: haw shfeech ? maysa ba3dd menu

Me: ha? Ee ee madri

EL7AAAMDELA!! Thank god that maysa is here walaaa galby byogaf mn kether elm7ataat

I laid on my bed and started crying silently, awal marra faris ykalmny eb hal 6areeqaa o 9arlena foug el 4 months ma3a ba3aath!!!

Rahaf: zayoon gomay badlay yala benroo7 el cinema

Mesa7t dmoo3y bsera!

Me: la ana mara7 arou7

Rahaf: laaishh ba3ad?

Me: bas male khelgg entaw ro7aw

Rahaf: iff o mayso lail7een tetsaba7

Me: a3arefha maysa etha mare7t matroo7 fa ro7aw latn6ronha

Rahaf: ifff melaaqq

I giggled at her

She grabbed her bag and went out

I waited for couple of minutes then maysa came out! She was already wearing her pajamas

Me: maysaa?

Maysa: zayoon male khelg shay al7een! Please ajlay elkalam ely 3endech

Me: ok

I grabbed my phone and checked my timeline in twitter

                                                                                                                           @FarisAlX: Nass mu kaaaafu:)

UGHHH!

I checked my bbm, and found nothing from faris …..

I was bored to hell so I chatted with basma shway! Getlaha 3an elsalfaa la2nha tadry she told me that everything is ok, o kalmi bacher laman yehda

I woke up the next morning from rahaf's 7aanna

Rahaf: yaaaala gomaw ma khestaaw noum?

                                                                                                                         

                                                                                                                          Me and maysa were still asleep

Me: hmm cham elsa3a?

Rahaf: elsa3aa 7 yala themaan e7na bl ma6aar lazem

Me: enzaain enzain

I woke up and did my morning business then wore my blue juicy training and wore my uggs, I did my hair to a messy bun and grabbed my pink Balenciaga

Maysa looked very tired! Her eyes were red and she looked sick, embayen ena ams bachya o mu naymaa! AHH, I hate seeing my cousin, best friend, sister like thaaat!!!!

Me: maysa are you ok?

Maysa: el7amdla

Rahaf came to our side

Rahaf: benroo7 netrayag eb dubai mall awal ba3dain benroo7 elma6ar

Me: ok

Maysa was silent! Man6egat eb wala kelmaaa

Rahaf: maysa shfeee chethy wayhech a9far o 3yoonch 7umr?

Maysa: ha a7s ta3bana shway

Me: ee wa3laya shakla 7aysh'ha bard men amss eb atlantis

Rahaf: weeeh mu ana getlkum!! O hal khebla mayso tgooly yolo yolo! Sheftay el yolo al7een?

Maysa smiled at her weakly

Me: yala khanroo7 lanet2khar

Rahaf 9begatna shwaay

Me: maysa lazem tebtsmain o tsolfeen akthar! Tara chethy be7esoon

Maysa: mahamony!

Me: maysa please 3aashaanyy

Maysa: zayoon shlon bawajeh faris al7een? Wala byethb7ny!! 3asa maygool 7ag ubooy bas

Me: lat7ateen mara7 y9eer shay

We went downstairs, we found aziz, sager, shadan dina and rahaf

Me: wain faris o barrak?

Sager: faris al7een nazel

Aziz: o faris ygool ena barrak ra7 3end rab3a o keshaat feeena

Maysa 3ala 6ool 6ala3atne w kanat khangat'ha al3abra

Dina: yallah tara lazem 8:00 e7na bell ma6ar

Shadan: ee aw alnas al7een 7;30

Rahaf: w faris lama al7een ma nizal

Sager: kahu nizal

Faris: salam!

3a6ane ana w maysa nathra

Aziz: yallah mishaina

we take a taxi and went to dubai mall, we sat at Armani café, we ordered then out of now where we saw taiba entering the café

Faris: haaala wala eb taiba

Taiba: oh faris!! Hala feeek

Faris: shlonech shakhbarch?

He looked at me and gave me a grin! Embayen ena yaby y7erny laish magetla 3an barrak o maysa!! Ughhh yqeth yqethh

Taiba: ana tamaam enta shlonek? Ha darast 7ag elemte7an youm elthalatha?

Faris: la bs 3ady fahem kelshay

Taiba: waihh 3aksy ana mu fahma shay

Faris: 3ady afa 3alaich ta3alely bl jam3a wafahmech

Taiba: bs ana many mdawma laih youm elemtee7an, bs abee talkhe9ek please

Faris: khala9 dezely 3enwankum dm ou age6aa baitkum

Taiba: khala9 mashyy! Mashkoor matga9er ta3abtek ma3ay

Faris: la ta3ab wla shay! Testahlain

She went, finally!!:) 3ady abchy eb ay dgeega!!!! Ana getla ana mabeek tkalmha shaku ykalmha??? Ou adry ena met3ameddd 3ashan y7erny! Jadd jad menqathaaa

Me: ana bagoom atmasha

Aziz: haw? O aklech?

Me: mu you3ana a9laan

Maysa: 7atana baroo7 ma3ach

Shadan: shfeekum 9ayreen melaq? 7ata ams ma6l3taw ma3ana

Faris: khalehum khaleehum

I gave him that smile ':)' ely eb bbm bethaaab6!! And we went

Me giggling: tara ana you3ana

Maysa: me too, emshay nakel eb starbucks

Me: yalaa

We went to starbucks, we entered the café, and guess who we found? BARRAK!!