Chapter 28

3ami mansour *angrily*: ee 9ayer shay *while staring at salem*

Me: eee esh9ayer?

Salem: ana 6alagt lama! zaaain??

Baba *surprised*: la 7awla wla quwata ela bela! enzain laish?

3ami mansour: lana hatha mafe khair 3ala murta wala 3aalaa baitaa

Salem looked annoyed, his eyes were red! shakla kan shway o yet'hwash m3a ubo so 3ala 6oul gam ou 6alaa3 ..

Baba, 3ami mansour and mama ghanima were talking at the other side of the room, I think its about salem and why he divorced lama! I went and sat next to shadan and rahaf ..

Me: shadan esh9ayerr? shfehum salem ou lama?

Shadan: madre salem 9ayer mayt7acha! shaklhum mart7aw 7g b3th! mn tezawjaw ou lama maskeena kela yaya 7g omy teshteky

Me: weeeh thaygtay khelgy walah! 3ad 7araam mayestahlon

Shadan: ee ba3ad 3umryy

Rahaf: ela ta3alay zayoun tawa mama ghanima tgol falaitaw elkhe6ba intay ou faris, 9iijj?
Why do you have to remind me? AHHHH! I want to cryyyyyy! ma9adgna 3ala alah netzawaaj now look whats happening:(

Me *sadly*: ee

Rahaf hugged me ..

Rahaf: ma3laaaih 7abeebty alah mu katebb

Shadan: eyelch eli a7san men faris inshalah

A7san men faris? ma3tqed fee:(! UGHH! why can't I hate him already???

Mama ghanima came to us ..

Mama ghanima: 7ayaate zayouna! wayed za3alt lma sema3t enkum falaitaw elkhe6ba! bas yala eyeech eli a7san menna ya bnayty intay tawech shaba latethaygeen khelgch

Rahaf: elyoum kela akhbar shainaa

I smiled weakly & quickly went to the bathroom, I felt like crying and I didn't want anyone to see me ..

I cried and cried at the bathroom! crying is only what im doing these days! ughh, I really need to forget him because im dying over here ..

When I went out of the bathroom, I saw maysa coming running to the bathroom ..

Me: oh entay meta yetaay?

Maysa: tawny tawwny! hach mobiley badesh el7amaam!

She gave me her iphone and quickly went inside the bathroom! While her iphone is in my hand it beeped when I saw the name it was faris! yaaatni el legafa eny aby ashoof, I don't know why bas men sheft esma galby faaz and I opened at there chat ..

*whatsapp chat between faris and maysa*

Maysa: faris men9ejeek falait elkhe6baaa?

Faris: la atghashmar ma3aha! akeed men9eji

Maysa: eee laisshhh

Faris: ehya tadri laish

Maysa: laykoon 3ashan salfat lorenzo? faris elbent mathloooma:) zayoun makanat 6al3a ma3a hal 9bay! shaikha bent khaltek hal nesra ou hala rfejat zayoun eli 6la3t 3adwa mu rfeeja uhma eli mkha6e6en kel haatha

Faris: shemkh6e6en? maysa btqn3eeny ena galolaha ge3day ma3a hal rayal t3shay ma3a ben9awrkum ou bteg3ad? shayftny thour jedamch?

Maysa: shaaaku al7een? hala kanat 6al3a ma3a zayoun yet3ashon ou faj2a waldain yaw o g3edaw ma3ahum bl 6awla! ou hathaila rabe3 hala elwaskha mu zayoun! la tathlem elbent 7araam

Faris: intay lateg3den etdaf3een 3anha 3ala bona bent 3aamch! yala goleely wain hala bl 9oura? ou zayoun ma3ndaha reel 3ashan tgom lama g3edaw? maysa tukfain 9akray elmawtho3 bro7y metnarfez la agleb 3alaich al7een

Maysa: mara7 askett ela lama teqtene3 beli agouulaa! faris 7aram 3alaaikk walah

Faris: ana ma 3umri fakart bhal shay bas al7een staw3bta, madam enha kalmtny akeed betkalam malyon wa7ed ghairy

This was the last thing in there convo! ma9adegggg, ma9adeg faris! I never knew he was that mean! wala 7araaam 3alaih! but I have to be strong, I have to forget him! remember zayoun, 7ayatech matogaf 3ala raayal? I also remembered what mama said 'ely mayabena manaby'! kafe mara7 athel 3umry 3ashaana! ana tawni eb 3ez shababy wel denya jedami, I won't cry, I won't cry, I'll stay strong and I'll forget him!

After four months ..

I already graduated from school and now im studying in KU, aziz is studying in gust, aziz & rahaf's relationship is getting stronger day by day! aziz couldn't stop talking about her, she also talk non stop about him when im with her! they seemed deeply in love with each other!

Maysa have this huge crush for salem, and salem seemed like he have something for her! he's always nervous when she's around!

Basma, jude & I's relationship is SO good! we hang out alot even though we finished high school! basma and jude also had a big fight with hala, she's not our friend anymore! she totally changed, she's more like shaikha now, MEAN! they're also best friends now ..

I finally got over faris, I feel like I still have something for him! but not like before you know, wayed badaa3 feni akher fatrat khe6btna! mayestahel eni a7ebaaa

But the weird part is I didn't here any news about faris and shaikha getting engage! and maysa told me that shaikha is dying for faris, she's trying to get his attention but he doesn't give her any chance ..

One day, I was sitting in the living room when mama came ..

Me: ha mn wain yaya?

Mama: mn eljam3yaa! agool zayoun

Me: hmm? *while watching tv*

Mama: elyom dagaw 3alay yakh6bonch ..

Me: yuma ana cham mara getlch iny maby atzawaj al7een? 9akray elmawthou3 please

Mama: ee bas 7abeebty entay youch wayed khu6aab mashala 3yal ne3ma wel sana3 kela fehum o kelehum refaththum! may9eer chethy ya yuma! tara elfur9a lai ra7at matred! weli kha6bech mashala 3alaih sana3 o akhlaq o weld 3aylaa ya3ni 7aram tarftheena

Mama was kinda right, wayed wayed yoly kha6a6eeb akher fatra o kelehum refatht'hum, 7asait mabi atzawaj al7een! matkhayal nafsy ma3a wa7ed mu faris! bas lazem atghayaar! lazem ..

Mama: ya mama tara ana om, o el om akeed tabi tefra7 b3yalha! far7eeni ya 7abeebty! khaleeni ashofch 3aroosa, khaleni ashoof 3yalch

Me *nervously*: madre yuma madre

Mama: khal eyoon 7abeebty wentay shofe matadreen ymken terta7ainla

Me: hmm, ok ok! men welda?

Mama: esma s3oud alflany 

Me: ok golelhum eyoon

A tear of happiness fell on mama's cheeks, she kissed my cheeks then I kissed her forehead ..

Mama: alah ywafgch yal ghalia

I agreed to see this man, 7ayate lazem matogaf 3ala faris eli ba3ni! I'm still young and I have to live my life mu uhwa eli y3algny feh b3dain yatrkny ..

Anyways days passed by! today is the day that s3oud, his mother and his sister are coming to see me! I changed in to a white comfortable dress and put on an trendy purple head band and made my way outside to go to the salon ..

While walking to my aston martin, I saw a g-class parking near our house! as soon as I saw the g-class someone got out of it and made there way to me! it was FARIS! Omg shyaaaby hatha?

Faris: elsalaam

Me: w3alykum elsalam *while opening my car door to get in*

Faris: la7tha zayoun ..

Me: khair?

Faris: abe akalmech eb mawtho3, mumken tesm3eeni?

Me: maku mwathee3 baina

Faris: ana 3endy mawthou3 abi akalmch fee, mumkn?

Me: gouul bser3a mabi at2khar

Faris: maysa kalamtni, ou fakart eb kalamha weqtana3t! ana asef zayoun, wala asef adry ghala6t eb 7agch o thalamtch o qathaitch 3al fathy bas wala ana nadmaaan! sam7eeni tukfain o khanabdi 9af7a yedeeda ..

Me *laughing sarcastically*: nabdy 9af7a yedeeeda? yayly 3ugb arba3 tash'her ou tgoly ana qtana3t o fakart eb kalamha? laish 7sbalek ana ban6erek? le3ba ana 3endek meta ma7sait eb qal6etek yetny? khalaaa9 ana 3eftekk mabeek

Faris: zayoun ana ma 3umri karahtech! matadreen sh9ar feni lama falaina elkhe6ba wala matadren! KARAHT 3EESHTI! 7asait ena fe shay nage9 eb 7ayate, shay wayed 7ilu! bas elshay6an ga9 3alay o khaleeni a9adeg hal sheeeefa shaikha!!!! wala ana nadman ya alzain wala! khanabdy 9af7a yedeeda o aw3dech eni matrkech

Me: ana asfa lazem amshy! wekon eb 3elmek, elyoum yayeenly khu6ab! ya3ni ensa eni arja3lek!

Faris face was like that ':|' bethaaaab6!!!!! 7asait men kethr ma uhwa ma9doom mu gader yet7acha! Rekabt sayarti ou mashait wehwa lail7een wagef eb mukana ma9doom mat7arak! 7asait eb ta2neeb shwaya! bs latlmoony ana wayed enthalamt ma3aa ou mu meste3da aredla!

I went to the salon, did my hair to a trendy simple hair style, I looked cute! .. I went back home, I put on my make up then went out to the living room to show my mother ..

Me: yuma 7ilu mekyaaji?

Mama: ee smela 3alaich eyanen mashalaaa

Suddenly aziz came from downstairs *kan mesta3yel*

Mama: 3azouz yuma waain raye7 shfeek mesta3yel?

Aziz: yuma ana raye7 elmustashfa tabeen shay?

Mama: weeee laish elmustashfa b3d?

Aziz: rfeejy msawy 7adeth o eb ghayboba

Mama: alah ykaaafena elshaaar! mnu rfeejek alah y3een ahala

Aziz: faris alflany

FARIS?:O faris sawa 7aaaadeth???

Mama: wee faris weld nawal? 7abeeebty msaicheena! mayestahlon 3aad

Aziz went ..

I was shocked. really shocked.

Me: yuma degay 3ala

khalti nawal shofay sh9ayer?

Mama: akeed matadry 3an mobileha al7een w3alaya 3alaiha! bacher wela 3ugba adegg

NO! I want to know how's faris!!! If he died I'll blame myself!!! cus he crashed eb sebeti!!! ana eli ga6ait 3alaih kalam elyoum el3a9er eb baitna! this can't be happening:'( not todaaay!!!

Mama: yala gomay badlay shway weyoon

Me *still shocked*: inshala

Chapter 27

Shocked shocked shocked is an understatement!!! khanfel elkhe6ba? without a reason? what have I doneeee?

I decided to call him, he didn't answer me for maybe 2 calls then finally he answered! I was too shocked & nervous madri shfeeni ..
Me: akheeeran radait?

Faris: alzain shbghaitay?

Me: faris mumken etfaserly eli tawa geltely eyah eb bbm?

Faris: shfaser? getlch khanfel elkhe6ba! shel 9a3eb bl kelmtain?

Shocked shocked and more shocked!!!!!

Me: enta met2kd enk faris? my faris? laaaish *i started crying* shnu swaitlek 3ashan enfel elkhe6ba

Faris: alzain kelesh mala da3y tabchen! khanfel elkhe6ba we7na 7bayeb

Me: 7bayeb? etgooly 7bayeb wetfel elkhe6ba faj2a ou bedon sebaabb! faris latkhaleni ashekk eb nafsyy! ta7achaa goli sh7aagga

I could hear him breath heavily, he seems too angry ..

Faris: ana mashqol al7een! akalmch b3dain

He closed it right after he finished his sentence! I was too shocked to even cry, what have I done to him? why all of his? enfel elkhe6ba mara wa7da?

Suddenly, mama came to my room ..

Mama: agouul zayouna, makamlna eltajhezat shraych tbadleen ou enro7 360?

Me: mabi ajahez

Mama: haaaw ghubra! laish b3aad tetzawjain o tru7een bait raylech wentay mu mjahza

Me *shouting*: MABI AZAHIB! MABI ATZAWAJ! MABI AROU7 BAIT RAYLY!!!!! KHALA9 KHALONY BROOOO7Y

I started to cry my heart out!!!! I was too depressed at the moment eli laih daraja ma7sait eb nafsiii!

Mama seemed shocked from my reaction, she came to me and hugged me

Mama: 7abeeebti intay! haday ou golely shfeeech?

Me *crying*: ma ma feni shaay! khala9 khaleeni broo7y I need to be alone!

Mama: inshalaa 7abeebti

She kissed my cheek and forehead then left my room ..

I started crying so hard the last 30 minutes, when suddenly someone came inside my room, I couldn't see who from how blurry my eyes were from crying

...: ZAYOOOOUN! abaaaihhh shfeeech?

She came closer and finally I could see her face, MAYSA <3

Me: maaaaayyysaa!

I hugged her so tight!

Maysa: 7abeeebty entay! omich tawa dagat 3alay ga3da tabchy tgol zayouna madri shfeeha khara3teeha ou khara3teni! shfeech sh9ayerrr?

7aaaarraamm omy!!! </3

Me *crying*: maaayysaaa! its farriss

Maysa: ou shfeee fariiss?

Me *crying*: faaaj2a gali khanfel elkhe6baaa

Maysa *surprised*: na3am? shnu tfelon elkhe6baa? laishhh zayoun sh9ayer?

Me: madre wala madree *snif* faj2a gali khanfel elkhe6ba wana madri shswait *snif* wala maysa gemt ashek bnafsy

Maysa: 7ayateee haday! mas2lty laish?

Me: dagaait 3alaih! 7ata mala nafss ykalemny

Maysa hugged me tight, again ..

Maysa: 7abebti namaay intay al7een ou mn a9ba7 aflaa7

Me: namay 3ndy please

Maysa: ee adry yayba malabsi 3ashan anam

Me and maysa talked a bit! but we didn't talk about faris at all, maysa makanat tabi tetkalam 3anna 3ashan I forget bas I didn't, he was on my mind the whole time! I was thinking what have I donee to him!!!

We slept and woke up the next day! I decided to skip school! mabuga shay 3al finals ou khala9na elmanhaj so I don't need to go! I called faris ..
Faris: aloo

Me: we need to talk

Faris: yes we do

Me: ..

Faris: today? caribou salheya?

Me: ok

Faris: 12 etheher?

Me: ok

Faris: bye

I closed the phone immediately and looked at my watch, its 10:39 in the morning! maysa went to her house and I took a long warm relaxing shower, then wore a black free city pants and a white plain shirt, I tied my hair in to a messy bun! I wasn't in the mood to dress up!

I went to my aston martin! oh I took my license on my birthday and my parents bought me an aston martin as a gift for my birthday! I was so thankful for them <3

Anyways, I went to alsalheya and to caribou coffee, I spotted faris sitting on a table on the side, so I went to him

He stood up ..

Faris: elsalam 3alaikum

Me: w3laykum salaam

I sat there, awkward silence ..

Faris: a6leblch shay?

Me: la ana bs yaya asma3 mennek ou ba6la3

Faris: zayoun, shofay ana gaylch mn awal, ana ensan ma7eb elaf wl dawran fa badesh seeda ma3ach
Me: ok?..

Faris: ana wayed sema3t kalam 3anech, wayed wayed! bas 6waaft lana adri inch mu men hal mustawa! bas lama sheft eb 3ainy magedart, achatheb 3aini b3aad??

Me: shsema3t? faris int shetkharbe6? ou esheftt?

Faris took his blackberry and put it close to my eyes

Faris angrily: matgolely hatha minuuu????

It was a pic of me and jarra7 in lorenzo the other day! jarra7 was smiling and I was looking the other way! kent adawer hala fa wayhy makan ybayen lo m3a9ba wela mestansaa:)

Me: faris, its not what you think!

Faris: not what i think? alzain shinu ya3ni ga3da ma3a wa7ed eb mukan 3am la ou yet'tha7klch b3add? entay mu makh6oba? matest7eeen?

Me: faaariss elsalfaaa mu ely ebalekk esma3ni khal afahmekk!

Faris: shetfahmeni? ana kan 7sbali ench ghair, ghair 3an kel elbanat! 6ala3tay wa7da men hal banat elfe9aa3! wala matwaq3t'ha mench! ana menzman kanat t7athrni shaikha bas men dazatli el9ora ta2kadt malyon bl emyaa

Faris was angry, really angry! kan elkalam bl yalah ye6la3 men 7alja o wayha kan a7maar and he was gritting his teeth!

Me: entaaa esma3ny bl awaaaal, hala ehya eli kha6e6at 3ala hal shay ana male sheghl wala

Faris: ba3ad etchathben? hala shaku a9lan? lateblain 3al nas! shaikha eli dzatly el9ora! ana el ghal6an eli mthaye3 wagti

He left the place, left me sitting here alone!

I was about to cry but people were staring! so I quickly went to my car and drived back home! once I arrived I cried and cried! whats happening? shfee mu rathi yesma3ni? kelaaa men shaikha and hala!!!! GOD HOW I HATE THEM!!!!

I was crying and crying! after that I washed my face then peeked at my phone! a message from shaikha caught my eyes ..

Shaikha:
Ana getlch hal khe6ba mara7 et6awel;) remember what I told you bel shalaih? faris is MINE!! and you shouldn't play hard with shaikha alflany cus she's ALWAYS the winner;)

One word: YAHEL!!!! men9ejha hathi? thameerha ma y2nbha?? 3ugub kel eli saweta ham laha 3ain etdez message? matest7y? bas 6abee3y, hal bent mat3ref el3aib:) ..

Whatever mara7 a3awr rasy ma3a hal mareetha, all I could think of now is faris, faris and FARIS!!!

I called him for couple of times he ignored, he deleted me from bbm too! Jad yqeth shlon tesara3 bl salfa ou sema3 shaikha's side of the story & didn't here mine :)! im sure shaikha & hala planned all of this together! hala was one of my best friends! kelesh matwqa3t menha hal 7arkat! enas 9araw malhum amaan kelesh :)

Mama came to my room ..

Mama: zayouna 7abeebty

I was laying in bed like a dead person, I felt lifeless and unwanted! 7asait nafsy mathlooma! I have nothing to do with all of this shit happening to me!

Me: hmm! mama please abi anam

Mama: yuma shfeech? entay maretha?

Me: la yuma maku shay! bs ta3bana shway 

Mama: mm! zayouna?

Me: hala Yuma

Mama: tawa khaltech nawal dagat

I was laying in bed but as soon as i heard khalty nawals name I got up and sat at my bed ..

Me: shgalaat?

Mama: mm, galat .. galat ena ma7a9al ne9eeb ou faris matadri shfe faj2a hawan ou shal fekrat elzawaj mn rasa mu leyya! laish 7abeebty 9ayer shay bainkum? min ams wentay madry shfeech?

A hot tear fell on my cheeks ..

Me: ok

Mama: shinu ok?

Me: ok ya3ni enzain! shel ma6lob? shsaweela? mayaby yetzawaj, ok! be6agag mu elaa a9lan ana ba3ad maby atzawaaj! KAIFFA MU LAZEM MU LAZEEEM!!

I started crying, I tried so hard to swallow my tears but I couldn't! I started crying my heart out at my mothers lap ..

Mama *crying*: bas khalaa9 7abebty bas ya 3umry latsaween b3umrech chethyyy! matogaf 7ayatech 3ashan rayal, ok ya mama? ensyyy ensyy

Me *crying*: yuma magdar maaagdar! entay mu faaahma shesalfaa ana mathlooma ya yuma ana mathloma

Mama: laish 7abeebty? golely shesalfa yemken agdar asa3dech! e3tabreny rfeejtch mu omich

I didn't want to tell my mother what happened the other day at lorenzo, elsalfaa tfashel el9araa7a ou mabi elsalfa tekbaarr khala9 eli fat maat! 6agag eli y6g'hum! I don't want shaikha, hala and faris in my life anymore ..

Me: yuma khala9 a7taj eni ag3ad bro7yy maby atkalam bl mawtho3! please khalaa9 sa3dony ansaaa

Mama *while tearing up*: inshala ya 3umry, dayman tethkri ely mayabena manaby 9a7?

Me *smiling a weak smile*: 9a7

She kissed my forehead and left my room, I checked my phone and found a missed call from maysa

I called her back and told her everything . .
Maysa: ma9adegggg shaikha!!! wala la raweech feeeha walah!

Me: bas maysa 6agag eli y6egha khatwaaly tukfain hal bent maynona manaby mashakel ma3aha

Maysa: wai3 wai3 karht'ha! matwq3t kel hatha ye6la3 men bent khalty! wala metfashlaa

Me: laish etfshlain? hal bent mu 9a7ya! kaifha tabi faris? khal takhtha a9lan la3aaaat chabdi menhum athnainhum ma yaw warahum ela el haaam

Maysa: adry elkalam mu men galbech

Me: maysa tukfain, tukfain sa3deeny ansaaa

Maysa: mu bkaifch wala bkaifa! ana ra7 akalma wafaahma mu bkaifa chethy yatrekech! a9lan lo yadri intay mathloma chan 9adgeny matrkech wla degeega

Me: latkalmeena! mu lazem yredly a9lan! mara7 a3eesh m3a wa7ed 6ol 7ayate ou uhwa eshek feeni bser3a! athbatli ena mala amaan

I talked to maysa for a while, baba came to my room and told me ena its 'kheera' o 'alah mu kateb hal zawaj' its so heartful to here it walah but I have to be strong:( he also told me that we'll go to mama ghanima's house so I wore anything I was so not in the mood bs menzman mu shayfa mama ghanima so lazem ..

Baba & I arrived to mama ghanima's house .. we found rahaf, shadan, 3ami mansour *shadans dad*, mama ghanima and salem *shadans brother eli kan 3ersa eb awal el story remember?*

Baba: elsalam 3alaykum

All: w3laykum elsalam

We kissed mama ghanima's forehead, they all looked depressed kelhum sakteen kanaw I looked at my father with questioning eyes ena shesalfa?

Baba: yuma 9ayer shay? shfeekum?

Mama ghanima looked at the ground ..

Chapter 26

I decided to ignore shaikha, what the least that she could do? ehya men el7ara tgoool chethy! bas etha ana a7eb faris and faris e7ebny o bnetzawaj 3an gereeb mara7 tegdar etfareg baina, 9a7?

Anyways, I ignored shaikha and slept like a baby after an amazing day ..

I woke up the next morning, I decided to skip school since yesterday was my khe6ba, I ate my breakfast while chilling with faris on the phone ..

Me *shyly*: 2 daaays

Faris: 3alaa shinu?

Me *shocked*: la walaah? latgool nesaaait? yala bye bye

Faris *laughing*: obbb obb shd3wa yuba, atghashmar atghashmaaar

Me: laa? ya3ni betrage3? yala 2 days 3ala shinu?

Faris: two days 3ala 3eed melad zoujtyy! shd3wa yuba 7sbalch ansaa? ana ansa 3eeed melady wala ansa 3eed meladech

Me: eee 7sbaly ba3add

Faris *laughing* shfeech entay 9ayra chabreetaa?

LOOOL, fashlaa x_x

Me: 9eejj? madre ma7ess hehe yemken men elkhar3a eni makh6oba

Faris: olaah t7aseseny theeb kha6bech, shda3wa mekhtar3a menii?

Me *shyly*: laa

Faris *giggling*: entay kel magetlch shay sta7aitay?

Me: hehe o men galek eni mesta7ya?

Faris: a3rfeechh yalaitch jedamy ashouf khdodch el7umerr

Me: ashwaaany mu jedamekk

Faris: afaaa

Me: 3ashan te6anaz 3ala wayhy la 9ar a7mar ha

Faris *giggling*: ya zeena bass

Me *shyly*: adryy

Faris: ya zeen eltheqaa bas

Me: adreey

Faris: ya zeeeny bas

Me: shaku?

Faris laughing so hard: yal kaaalba afa

Me: hehe, yala bye asma3 9out omy

Faris *giggling*: entay shfeech khala9 al7een e7na makh6oben 3ady

Me: still faashla aste7y akalmek jedamha

Faris: 3ala raa7tech

Me: bye

Faris: alah y7afthech

The day passed normaly, I went to school the next day shaikha was giving me nasty stares but I ignored like nothingss happening, jude hala and basma were so happy for me, love theeem!

The next day at 12:00 am ..

I recived many birthday wishes but I decided to reply later malee khelgg ou wayedd:( .. suddenly, faris called me ..

Me: aloo

 Faris:

يا بخت قلبي فيك وبحبك عيني تبيك وروحي تحبك

اجمل قدر في دنيتي حبك الله يديمك لي وتبقالي

في عيدك ميلادك انا شمعه ياللي المعاني فيك مجمعه

يارب انا ماشوفلك دمعه طول العمر يا ربي يا غالي

كل عام يا فيصل وانا دايم قلبي في حبك ذايب وهايم

احلم بشوفك صاحي ونايم واموت فيك بكل احوالي

اشتاق لك وانت وسط حظني ياللي عن الماضي معوضني

خذني لحنانك والدفا خذني ليل ونهار وحبك فبالي

Waaaay eyanenn!! dag 3alay at 12 bethaab6 ou 7a6ly rashed ba3ad, I remember bl shalaih kent gayltla eny a7eb rashed 7ail

Me: faaaaris I love you

Faris: I adoooore youuu! kel 3am wentayy b2alf khaiiirrr ya aghla elnaass

Me *blushing*: wenta bkhair

Faris: bacher entay ma7jouza ha

Me: la bacher raaab3y

Faris: la walah? mu sheghly bacher anaaa

Madre laish bas 7asait abee arouuu7;$

Me: khala9 inshalah

Faris: esa3aa 6 ynasbech?

Me: ee ok

Faris: ana bamurch haa

Me: la akhaaf ahaly yshofon wet9er salfaa

Faris: shinu ya3ny? bamur kha6ebty

Me: kha6ebtek mu ya3ny te6la3 ma3aha! telephone ou 7adnaa! mara7 ykhalony a6la3 ma3ak gabl elmelcha bas ana bazaregg bacher 3ashanek

Faris: laih hal daraja t7beeny? ya bakhtyyy

Me *shyly*: ou akthaarr

Faris: 3yal t9adgeen ena 7ubch lee neg6a eb b7ar men 7uby lechh

Me: la ma9adegg

Faris: 9adgay 9adgaayy

Me: bas bye mat7amal akalmekk

Faris: afaa laish?

Me *shyly*: kalamekk 3asal

Faris: 9iij?

Me: 9ijain

Faris: ashwa 3ayal! marat a7s eni dafsh ma3ach bl kalaam
7araaaaaaaam:(

Me *giggling*: laaa bl 3akkss

I kept talking to faris till I fell asleep, I woke up the next morning, I remembered its friday, thanks god no school!

Rosey: zayoounnaa

Me: hmm?

Rosey: mama said you change and come downstairs

Me: why?

Rosey: mama said you will go out to buy dress for your melcha

Me: ohhh 9a777! i totally forgot! ok ok

I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth! I wore my white tight skirt and my black three quarter sleeves shirt and a blue turband, I wore my gladiator and grabbed my blue hermes bag & I went downstairs ..



.....: SURPRISEEEEE

The lights of our living room opened, I can see shadan, maysa, rahaf, dina, sama, basma, hala, jude and some of my cousins from my mother side ..

Maysa: haaappy birthday ya a7la zayoun

Jude: happy birthdaayy zeeeze

Sama: HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY

Rahaf: sweeet 18 yal jameeela

Basma: kel 3am wntay bkhairr

Shadan: zaainooo happy birthday

Me *surprised*: abaayy mashkooreeeeen

Hala: 3asa estanstaaay?

Me: 7adyy wala mashkooreen wayeddd

I hugged each one of them ..

& I gave my mother a big tight hug , she was also from part of the surprise ..

I really enjoyed my time with them seriously, we ate the cake and chilled then we went to 360 and ate lunch at open flame, then went back to the house, it was a birthday to remember! at 5:00 taqreban kelman ra7 bait'hum

Faris called me ..

Faris: ya haaala eb miss 18

Me *shyly*: hala feeek

Faris: zaaahba?

Me: la mu getlyy 6?

Actually kent zahbaa, mara7 abadel nafs hdomy ely 6ala3t fehum tawaa bas jedama ya3ny tawny matzahabt;$

Faris: etha hathaa badlay al7een ou ne6la3 abchar mu mushkela

Me: inshala bs faris goly wain wana ayee mala da3i tmurny

Faris: la mukan b3eed mategdren tyen bru7ch

Me: ha? mukan b3eed? laish wain bernou7?

Faris *laughing*: shfeech shfeech tara mani kha6fech bas ena mategdreen tyen bru7ch

Me: khalaa9 3ayal netwa3ad eb mukan warkab ma3ak bs mala da3y jedam baitna akhaf a7ad yshofna

Faris: ely yray7ech, mawaqef jam3yat elshameya?

Me: khalaa99 ok

Faris: yala badlay ou ta3alay

Me: inshala

Faris: yala tamren 3ala shay?

Me: salamtek

Faris: alah y7afthech

I applied some make up then someone knocked on my door ..

Me: deshaaaw

3aziz came inside my room and hugged me

Aziz: haaappy birthday ya a7la ou aghla ekheettt

Me: happy birthday to you too my twin

Aziz gave me a bvlgari ring, it was BREATH TAKING!!! I loved it, it was full of daimonds, amazing amaaazingg!!!

Me: 3azooouuzz!! etyaneeeen etyaneeennn I lovedd it thankyou thaaaankyouuu!

Aziz: 3alaich bl 3afyaaaa hatha mu gadrech

Me: 7abeeebyy

I hugged him so tight! el7amdelaaa I bought him a gift last week ou mansait! I gave him a rolex watch, el7amdelaaa he liked it wayyedd

Me: ashwaa 3jebtek kent a7atyy

Aziz: kelshay mennch 7ilu! bs laish kalaftay 3ala 3umrech?

Me: ent testaheeel

Aziz: shraayech ne6laa3?

Me: wedyy bas elyoum maysa bet6al3nyy! mara thanya inshalla

Aziz: inshalah! yala take caree

Me: you too

I went to kumar's car, he took me to Shameya Coop, I told him to go back home and I'll call him if Im done ..

I saw faris's g-class parking in one of the parkings, I waited for kumar to leave then made my way to faris's car, I saw him getting down and opening to door for me ..

Faris: tfaaathelay my princess

Me *shyly*: thanks

He entered the car ..

Faris: happyy birthdaaaayy

Me *shyly*: shukran

Faris: 3afwaan! ou ba3dain shal jamaal? shal zaaiinn?

Me: elzain zainekk

Faris: taw manwraaat elsayaarra

I blushed ..

Faris: ya zeeen ely sta7aaww

Me *shyly*: faris khalaa9

Faris: hehe magelt shay

Me *a7awl aghayr elmawtho3*: enzain wain betwadenyy?

Faris: serrr

Me: yalaah 3ad?

Faris: maku

Me: enzain shkether yabelna bl 6reej?

Faris: hmm, yemken ne9 sa3aa

Ne9 sa3aa?? olaah! wain bewadeenyyy elkuwait kelshay greeb!

Faris *laughing*: shfee chethy galab wayhech?

Me: la bas ena laish ne9 sa3a b3eedd?

Faris: uhwa shwaya b3eed bas 3ady mara7 tmeleen wana yamech

Me *giggling*: ya sheen eltheqaa

Faris *laughing*: aqaldech

Me: ya zeenha 3alayy bas ana

Faris: bhathyy 9edagtay

Me *shyly*: hehe

Faris: enzain gha6ay 3yoonch eb hatha madre shesma ely brasech

Me *giggling*: hatha ysamona turband

Faris: elyy uhwa

Me: inshala

I put my turband on my eyes ..

Faris: matshoofeen?

Me: la2

Faris: akhaf etshofeen?

Me: haw shfeek wala mashouf

Faris: ee zainn

In no time we arrived to I don't know where, faris helped me to go down .. I can feel my self walking on sand and I can smell ba7ar

Me: enta wain mwadeeeny?

Faris: shely ely eb 3ainch hatha

Me *laughing*: turband turbandd

Faris *giggling*: khala9 ok

I removed my turband, I saw a ba7ar jedaamy, I turned around and saw his shalaih! yayebny shalaihum!!!

Faris: tfathelay hnaak

We walked a bit, until we saw a table for two, full of candles and red rose, it was amazing and so romantic

Me: alaaaaahh

Faris: shraaych bas?

Me: wala ou 6ala3t romancy ya farisss

Faris: ana a9eer ubo el romancy le3yoonchh

Me *shyly*: hehee

Faris: 3ad al7een btakleen men 6abkhy! yaarabb ya3jebech

Me: akeed by3ajbny damaa mn edekk

Faris: yeslaamly elkalam el7eluu

Me: hehehe

Faris: estere7ay khal ayeb elakel wayeech

Me: la bayee ma3ak asa3dekk

Faris: la yubaa ge3day elyoum ana kelshay basawy entay bas ge3day

Me *shyly*: ok

Faris went and came back after seconds with a pasta in his hand and some drinks ..

Faris: yalaa samay ou khanahjem

Me: hehe b6ainyy

We both started to eat, mamdana nebla3 awal lugma when we choked in our food! kanat el pasta keleeeshh mu 7elwa staghfrelah bas maku 6a3aam ma tenwekel madry shlon

Me: sam7ny faris bs shal 6aabkh?

Faris *laughing*: wala mahgaitny fashel chethy magedart abla3 lugmaa

Me: hehe matenwkel pastetek e9ara7aaa

Faris: ayaaal fashla! wana msawy rou7y shay 6abekhlech

Me *laughing so hard*: 7aaraaaam! la la good try for the first time

Faris shakla kan 7ail metfashel maskeeen!

Me: tara 3ady wala nakel mcdonalds ya3ny 3adyyy

Faris: kan wedyy elaila tkon special

Me *whispering*: akeed betkon special dami ma3aakk

Faris: ya 7ayaaatee

Faris kept flirting with me and as usual I didn't know how to answer i was just giggling shyly x_x

We went to mcdonalds took our food then came back to the shalaih and ate while facing the sea! faris is amazing, jad amazing kel kalama kan 7ilu ou eshawegg!! It was an unforgetable birthday <3

The next day I went with my mother and bought a dress for me for the melcha from elie saab, hala bbmed me at 4:30

Hala:
Zaaaayouna! khane6la3 net3asha elyoum?

Zayoun AlFlany:
Ee ok, ana weyach wl banaat?

Hala: 
La elbanat maygdron, a7san b3ad lana wedy asoulef ma3ach private ou tsolfeely 3an faris

Weird! men meta asoleflaha 3an faris? but whatever mawray shay 

Zayoun AlFlany:
Khala9 okk;p what time and where?

Hala:
8:00 amurch wenshouf ok?

Zayoun AlFlany:
Sure;*

After buying a dress for me, we left AlOthman Clompex and went to avenues we shopped till we dropped, nice spending time with my mom <3

At 7:00 we arrived home, I took a quick shower then wore a striped black and white maxi dress, and a pink blazer on top, I left my hair fall freely, wore my miu miu flats and grabbed my pink balenciaga bag and added some makeup ofcourse, I was ready to go!

Aziz: ha 3ala waain?

Me: ba6la3 weya hala

Mama: t3alay ge3day sherbay chay ma3anna shway

Me: la kahy etdgg shaklha bara

Mama: alah y7afthkum

I went to hala's car ..

Hala: ahlaaan eb 3arosatna

Me: haha hala wala

Hala: walhanaaa 3alaich

Me: meee too! 7safat elbanat b3ad lo yayen menzman mu 6al3een kelena

Hala: ee

Me: halo khanro7 ashaz faj2a shtahaitaa

Hala nervously: laa la, khanroo7 lorenzo

Me: way 3ad 7ady meshtahya ashaz

Hala: inshalla mara thanya enro7la wala yhemech
Me: hehee

We arrived to lorenzo alsalheya, we took a table for four, 3ala golat hala tgool 'awsa3lena' ..

Hala & I sat in our table, we were talking about alot of random things! suddenly, two guys came and sat in our table! my face was like ':|' who the hell are theyyy??

Guy 1: hala bl 7ilweeeen

Guy 2: yah yah, haloola 3arfeena 3al bent el7ilwa ely yamch?

What? they know hala??

Hala: matyouz jarra7o men hal 7arakaaat

Jarra7: elbent 7ilwaaa shasawy b3aad

Me: hala? minu hathoul? shesalfa??

Hala: shfeech zayouna? haday shwayy

Me: SHLOUN TABENY AHADY?? matgoleeely minu hathoul o shyabon?

Guy 1: shdaa3wa shfeeha refejtch halolty? ge6e3a 3ala shinu raf3a khashmech?

Hala: nawaf esket shway khal afahmha

Jarra7: haday ya 7ilwa, haday ya gumar

Me: hala betgolely shesalfa wela agouumm???

Hala: a9lan intay yaya ma3ay ya3ni ma7ad beredech ghairy ana

Me: jaaad intay wa6ya! kelesh matwq3tch chethy hala! 

Nawaf: e7termay nafsech la aso6rech! halola 7abebty ashraf minnch ou 3ashra men ashkalch

Hala: way zayoun shda3wa 3alaichh! you only live once ya3ni stansay o ka entay te6l3een ma3a faris ya3ni mategdren teg3deen ma3a hathaila shwaay?

Me: 6a3 haaaathi! faris mn awal ma6l3t ma3a wana met2kda eni batzawjaa! mu chethi al3ab! ou latensain eni makh6oba shinu ya3ni et6al3ena ma3a 9bayan?

Hala: way way tara 7adech 7anna! stansaay ya3ni shda3wa el7yat 7lwa! nawafi 7abeebi khangoom neg3ad eb 6awla thania ou enkhali zayouna ou jarra7 bro7hum yet3arfon

My face was like ':O', kent lail7een ga3da mu mestaw3ba eli ga3d y9eeeer! I couldn't believe hala! she planned all of this! she's such a *****, hatha wehya tadri ini makh6oba!

Hala & this 'nawaf', left us me and jarra7 alone

Jarra7: shda3wa 3a6eeena wayh??

Me: ush ush wla kelma! tara ana lail7een ga3da an6er hala ou bagoom! latekalam la wala tet7asaf

Jarra7: la? la tukfain ana aby at7asaaf! yala tekalamt raweena shloun bat7asaf ya 7ilwa??

I thought of calling faris, bas kheft elsalfa tekbaar ou t9eer hosha! so let me end it quick

I stood up ..

Me: 9ej enek ensan wa9ekh! ma3endek khwat tkhaf 3alaihum? alah yaster 3alaik bass

I quickly left the restuarant, I called kumar and told him to pick me up! I waited outside for a couple of minutes for him to come then I went back home ..

Once I arrived home, I started crying for what just happened! I was crying from how shocked I was from 7arakat hala! I can't believe what she've done! Jad jad matest7ii kelesh matwaqa3t ye6la3 menha kel hathaa!

7asait abe afathfeth 7ag a7ad 3an eli 9aar so I called maysa and told her everything ..

Maysa: umbaaaaayy! hala shal 7arkat eli feha? jad 9dematny

Me: ana shaaagoul?? way maysa faris ga3ed ydeg 3alay 3al telephone elthani! akhaf ajaweb ou agola shaay bl ghala6 tadreen m3rf akhesh shay bgalbi!

Maysa: ee ee latreden khala9 el7amdela esalfa marat 3ala khair mala da3y y3arf ou tekbaar! wana a3rf faris etha dara mara7 ykhali elsalfa t3ady 3ala khair

Me: eeee!, umbay maysa 7adi khayfa

Maysa: shetkhafen menna? khala9 golay el7amdela enich radaitay elbait ou 3ala hala 6af ge63ay 3elaqtch feha! kelha shahar ou etkharjain mara7 tshofen reg3at wayha

Me: inshalaaah! khaleni akalem faria bbm la y7ati al7een

Maysa: ok yala bbye

Me: bye

I bbmed faris and told him that I was sick ou 9oty raye7 magdar akalma elyoum bl telephone *khosh 3ether* el7amdelaa 9adag bs maskeen khaf 3alay kelshway yes2lny if I feel better

I slept and woke up the next day, it was a good day spent at home between my family until faris bbmed me at night, I smiled when I saw his name but not after what I've read ..

Faris AlFlany:
Khanfel elkhe6ba