Chapter 23

I rushed upstairs to my room, I opened my closet and stared at it, I grabbed a black simple

 dress, its for bait/shalaih/jam3ya not over ya3ny mala da3y akshakh we're just gonna stay in

 the car! I wore my silver toms and kept my hair fall freely and natural

 

I went downstairs and hurried to faris's car .. kanat re7at elsayara 3e6er embayen ena tawa

 rashaa, re7at 3e6er 3ala zegayer! cute manesa ena mat7mal re7at zegayer:(

Faris: lail7een za3lana?

Me: mm 

Awkward silence ..

Faris: zayountii

I was staring outside the window and ignoring him

Faris: 7ayateee?

I ignored

Faris: 3umriii?

Again, I ignored

Faris: ro7yyy?

I ignored him

Faris: 6al3eeny zayouna

I turned my face slowly to see him, he was holding a red rose and staring at me with a smile on his face

Me: ya3ny shinu? 7sbalek hal warda betratheeny?

Faris: la2

I gave him a nafseya smile then turned back and stared at the window, faj2a wela ashouf board on the street katbeen 3alaiha 'Sorry Z   -F' what the hell? Again, I saw another board waraha eb shwaya! could it be from faris?

Again, I saw a third one maktoob 3alaiha nafs elshay ..

Me: faris?

Faris: *smiling* rouuuu7 faris intay, amray?

Me: shenu hal lo7aat?

Faris didn't stop smiling, he was just ignoring me and staring with a smile

He opened the radio and putted a CD, 'yatama' shamma 7amdan is playing

مدري الى ما يا حبيبي الى ما

 هذا الزعل يلي علي وجهك يطول

 ببعدك أنا و قلبي غدينا يتآما

 وآن صار فينا شي تراك انتا المسؤل 

وان كنت انا غلطان سآمحني يا زعلان

تدري وانا وهالقلب بعدك يتامى
 

I was staring at the window and smiling shyly, maltefat 3alaih but I could here him singing loudly and I could feel him staring at me

The boards were filling the way, yemken sheft 25 wa7daa!

Faris: 3endch scarf wela band?

Me: la2 laish?

Faris: 3ayal ghamthay 3ainch o latba6leeenha ela lama agoolch

Me: laishh?

Faris: mu lazem t3arfeen

Me: embala lazem

Faris: wana mani gayel shloun?

Me: wana many mghamtha shlon?

Faris: yala 3ad zayouun sem3ay elkalam wlaw mara, 3ashaaany

Me: ifff ok

I closed my eyes, after few seconds faris stopped the car, he opened the door for me

Me: tara baftaa7

Faris: ya wailechh, yebay edech ana asa3dech

He helped me to get down from his g-class, it was kinda awkward holding his hands, we started walking he was holding me 3ashan ma a6ee7

Me: ha aba6el?

Faris: ee yala

I opened my eyes, there was a big poster 3al ba7ar maktoob 3alaih 'Will you forgive me Z?'

Waaaay 7aram:(

Suddenly, I felt him breath behind me, he was too close ..

Faris: will you? you know I didn't mean to shout in your face, wala mu beedy zayoun 3a9abt wal7een nadman kether sha3ar rasii

His voice was so heart breaking, there is sadness behind his voice, wayed kesar kha6ryy

Me: ofcourse I will

Faris: *shouting from happiness* yaaaa ba3ad keliiiiii

Me: *giggling* ush ushh fetha7tna

Faris: kaiiifyyyy 7abeebty wana kaifyy a7ebhaa ya3ny may9eer?

Me: * shyly* embala y9eer

Faris: akhhh 3ala hal wayh el6emo6a

Me: *giggling* bas 3aadd, enzain malgaitlna mukan ela 3al ba7ar jedam hal zalamaat?

Faris: shsawy fakart awadeech elshalaih bas kheft tet2khrain 3ala ahaalch

Me: shouf shouff elzalamat wel 9a3ayda ykhezona o yetbosmon chena ga3den yshofon film

Faris: yalait hathaila m3azeem 3ersna ykhezona we7na 3al koshaa

Me: yaaaaw malgait ela hal zalamat?

Faris: *giggling* 3ad tkhaylehum kuwaityen ya3nyyy

We talked for a bit, then we went to living room in marina waves ..

Faris: akhhh eljaaw eyanen baraaad

Me: ee, umbay faris omy ga3da etdegg

Faris: redayy 3alaiha

Me: shaaagool??

Faris: golelha ench 3end rfejtch 3ady ay shay

I answered ..

Me: hala mama

Mama: hala zayounaa, ha tghadaitay?

Me: ee

Mama: ashwaa, wainech asma3 9out hawaa?

Me: haa ee ana 6al3a ma3a maysa

Mama: ashwa zain swaitay lana ana o ubooch shaklna m6awleen bnedkhal movie

Me: have fuuun

Mama: entay ba3ad! yala ma3salama 7abebty

Me: byee

..
Me: ashwaa marja3aw elbait lail7een

Faris: el7amdela ya3ny ben6awel ana weyach

Me: la wala faris lazem arja3 al7een

Faris: afaaa malaitay mny bhal ser3aa?

Me: la mu 3aan bs ena akhaf a7ad yshofny ma3ak o mayta bardd labsa dress khafeef

Faris: ta3alay almech 3ashan tedfain

Me: *shyly* bs 3aadd faris

Faris: *giggling* atghashmar wala atghashmaar

Me: enzain yala gemnaa

Faris: yala bas tara batmasha feech bl sayara mani radech al7een masheba3t

Me: *shyly* inshala

Faris paid the bill, then we went to his car, we cruised for like 30 minutes, he was just flirting and I was blushing with a little giggles, afashel ma3arf sharedd 3alaih x_x

As soon as I arrived home, I saw mama sitting in the living room her face was yellow kan shaklha ma9dom

Me: mama? meta yetay?

Mama: alzain menu hatha ely ga6ech?

Me: ha ma7ad?

Mama: sema3teeny, menu ely ga6ech?

Me: ee ely tawa? Sager

Mama: testahblain ma3ay entay? hathy mu sayarat sager o sager 6ale3 ma3a 3azizz

I didn't know what to answer! I was shocked enha radat elbait, she's supposed to be in the cinema shyaaabha yarabi :'(

Mama: 3a6eeny mobilech

Me: laaaishh yumaa

Mama: GETLCH 3A6EENI MOBILECH!!!!!

I gave her my mobile and hurried upstairs to my room and locked the door, I laid in bed and cried my heart out shaaagolaha al7een? wain awadyy wayhy?
I grabbed my laptop and opened twitter ..

I tweeted 'NITFM'

Seconds later, I got a dm from  faris ..

@FarisAlX: zayouniii wainech bbm laish matredeen?

@AlZainAlX: faris omyy shafaaatny ma3akk:'( 

@FarisAlX: men9ejchh? shlon mu ehya bl cinema???

@AlZainAlX: shakelhum mara7aw:( omy khathaat mobiley madry shsawyyy walah:(

@FarisAlX: latethaygeen khelgch 7abeebty, everything is gonna be ok! tabeen ayeelch?

@AlZainAlX: wain tyeelyy faris men9ejek 3ashan to9al elsalfa 7g oboy o okhoy wanthebe7! pls la2 kelesh mu nag9aa:'(

I heard my mom's footsteps, so I quickly closed my laptop

*knock knock*

I opened the door ..

Me: mama?

Mum came and sat on my bed

Mama: sem3eeny 3adel zayoun, shofay ana lafeta7t mobilech wela ta3abtht eb shay bs yaya hny 3ashan tgolely menu hatha ely ga6ech o laish rakba ma3a o shenu 3elaqtkum eb ba3ath...

Me: mama-

Mama: khaleeny akamel!! eyeny weyach ta36eeny ma3lomat ghala6 lana wala ya alzain ra7 et7sfain o elsalfa bto9al 7ag oboch o ukhooch, fa tgolely el9ej wela ra7 tet7sfain

Me: mama hatha faris

Mama: ay faris??

Me: faris weld khalat maysa

Mama: o sh3elaqtkuuum eb ba3ath balah 3ashan terkbeen ma3a??

Me: yumaa .. yuma ana o faris naween netzawaj, uhwa y7ebny wana a7ebaa

Mama: 7abtkum elgaraaada enshala

She was about to slap my face, bas msekat nafs'ha shaklha 7ail kanat m3a9baaaa!!

Mama: mahgait'ha mnch, mahgait'ha mn bentyyy!! entay akeed mu zayoun ely a3rfha .. sheli ghayerch?? ana o oboch marbainach 3ala hal 6reej .. laish etsaween fena chethyy? mu 7aaaraaaamm??!

Me: yumaa ana mu qasdyy wal-

Mama: ush ushhh latklmain, maby asma3 mench wala kelma khalaaa9 6al3tay mu gadd hal theqaaaa!! yebay laptopch

Me: yumaa la2 please mamaaa fehmenyy

Mama: GETLCH YEBE LA AKASRA FOUG RASECH!!!! YEBYY YALA

I gave her my laptop, she took it and slammed the door behind her, I laid in bed again .. I cried and cried till I fell asleep

I woke up the next morning with a huge headache and my head was heavy from the crying yesterday, I looked at the clock it was 10:13 ..

Me: roooooseeyyy

Rosey came to my room

Rosey: yesss?

Me: why didn't you woke me up for school?

Rosey: mama said you'll not go to school today

Me: okay fe a7add down stairs?

Rosey: no, mama and baba go to work and aziz in school

Me: oh ok

Rosey: why your face like dat so yellow and your eyes red??

Me: no nothing im just sick

Rosey: oh salaamat zayooona u want breakfast?

Me: no thanks

I took a quick shower and wore black leggings with 'I <3 NY' pullover, did my hair to a messy pony tail then went downstairs
I called maysa from the house phone ..

Maysa: aloo?

Me: hala

Maysa: mnu? zayoun?

Me: ee ya3ny mnu balah

Maysa: madre 9otech metghayer o ghareba daga 3alay mn telephone elbait?

Me: long story, wainech?

Maysa: tawni 6al3a mn eljam3a, ta3aleely?

Me: la you comee now bser3a I need you

Maysa: sh9ayerr?

Me: ta3alay wagoolch yala

Maysa: ok degayeg wana 3endech

I told rosey to do 2 cups of hot chocolate and bring them upstairs, I waited for maysa for about 10 minutes till she come ..

I told maysa everything that happened yesterday ..

Maysa: umbaaayy zayoun 7abeebty chan geltely ams ayee anam 3endech?

She hugged me so tight and I started to tear up

Me: shlon agoolch o mobiley mu m3ay wala agdar anzel el9alaa? male wayh ashoof omy

Maysa: t'hgaain khalty muneera tgool 7ag 3ami waleedd?

Me: la la inshala laaa .. maysa latkhar3eenii

Maysa: latkhafeen 7abebty, khala9 inshalla mara7 y9eer shay a9lan a3rf omch metfahma mashalaa ehya akeed men9adma now bs 9adgeeny ra7 tefhmech b3dain

Me: madre mayso 7ady khayfa alah yasterrrr

She hugged me again, I love her hugs 7ail <3

Me: khaleech meny al7een, sh9ar ma3a barrak?

Maysa: a9lan khala9 I got over him, 3eftaaa mawa6na 9ert khala99

Me: alah alaah sheli taghayar faj2a? hal weekend eb dubai mayta 3alaih

Maysa: tkhaylay mu uhwa yarna? thak elyom ga3da a6el men dereshty wela ashofa nazel mn sayarta ma3a wa7da shagra ou dakhalha dewanytaa, takhaylay!!!!

Me: ay shaaayy mdakhlha eldewanya b3d? mayest7yy hal ensan

Maysa: ghayray elmawtho3 ge6ee3a kl mathkera tlou3 chabdyy

We talked about random things then she went back home, wayed erta7t lama kalamt'ha, she makes me laugh when im not in the mood to smile <3
..

*knock knock*

Me: menuu?

Aziz: ana 3azizz

Me: edkhaal

Aziz came in ..

Aziz: ha laish matghdaitay ma3anaa?

Me: nechabtaw elghadda?

Aziz: ee haw shfeech omy tgool ench matabeen takleen tghadaitay gablna?

Me: ha, ee ee kalait 9a7 nesait

Aziz: *giggled* maynounaa, enzain ana raye7 bakhathli nap yala te9b7en 3ala khair

Me: *smiling* wnta mn ahlaa

Maloum omyy 3ala ta9arufat'ha, as I said before, my parents marabony 3ala hal 6reej, kanaw dayman ygololy ena hal swalef ghala6 o ma9khara o ena kel el9bayan yel3bon 3ala elbanat wana kent meghtan3a bhal shay! But when I met faris, eveything changed, EVERYTHING! I know he's different ..

I prayed when I suddenly heard knocks coming from the door ..

Me: minu

..: omech