I
went to my room, while changing my clothes I was only thinking about faris,
what happened to him? how is he now?
I wore this ..
I wore this ..
Mama:
tif tiff mashala 3alaich jamaaaal alah y7afthech
Me: 6al3a 3alaaich ya a7la um
Mama: ya bakht s3oud feech
Me: hehe, ela yuma aziz madaag?
Mama: haw laish ydegg?
Me: ena ma6amnkum 3ala faris?
Mama: la tlagena mensheghl al7een! mafe ela el3afya bs laish tes2leen?
Me: wala shay bas at6amaan
I decided to call maysa, I couldn't wait anymore to know what happened to faris! when I stood up, the door bell rang ..
Mama: kahum w9alaaw! ta3alay 7abeebty endakhlhum
So I guess I need to wait till they leave so I could call ..
Mama opened the door and I was standing next to her! two women came in ..
Mama: hala eb um s3oud
Um s3oud: hala feech ya um 3abdl3aziz, shlonkum shakhbarkum?
Mama: el7amdelaah bkhair o ne3ma entaw shlonkum bashrona 3ankum?
Um s3oud: wala el7amdelaa! hathi omyy *she pointed to the women next to her*
Mama: hala wala khalti, shlonech shlon 9e7tch?
Yadat s3oud: wala bkhair! ya 7ilwha hathi alzain?
Mama: ee na3am
I kissed her forehead ..
We went to the living room and there ..
Um s3oud: ya 7alatch ya zayouna wala kubartay! khubri feech youm kintay tel3ben weya saroona bl metwase6
Sarah is s3oud's sister, she was my close friend when we were in middle school, after high school we went to different school ou mn 3ugubha manadri 3an ba3ath ..
Me: ee hehe wala ayaaam
My mind was with faris, its not that I love him, bas a7s ely 9ar eb sebeti ..
Um s3oud: mneera s3oud bara agola ydesh?
Mama: ee 7ayaah alah
We waited for a bit while um s3oud, his grandma and my mother were chatting ..
...: elsalaam o 3alaykum
I turned around to see s3oud ..
Hmm, not that bad, he was kinda good lucking .. tall, bronze skin, short black hair, one little dimple on his right cheek, and his body was fit ..
All: w3laykum elsalam
He sat alone in a sofa which is a little bit far ..
Mama: shlonek s3oud?
S3oud: bkhair khalti intay shemsawya?
Mama: wala el7amdela! zayouna ro7ay ge3daay yam s3oud
Me: inshala
I went and sat next to him ..
Me smiling: hello
S3oud smiling: hala
I looked at the ground ..
S3oud: 3umrech 18?
Me: eeh
S3oud: mashala sgheera
Me: hehe ee, enta cham 3umrek?
S3oud: 25
Me: el3umr kela enshala
S3oud smiling: weyach
Awkward silence ..
S3oud: entay shnu ehtmamtch?
Me: hmm, el fashion o el new trends and to be stylish uhwa akthar shay muhem 3ndyy
S3oud: ee, 7ilu ena elmara tkon mehtama eb hal ashya2
Me smiling: yeah! wenta shinu ehtemamtek?
S3oud: wala ana a7eb el7adag wl ba7aar 7aaail! ou ham a7eb al3ab kuraa
Me: hmm 7ilu
S3oud: 3ad takleen semach?
Me: ee bas mu dayman akon meshteheta!
S3oud: ashwa elmuhem ench takleen
Me: hehe laishh?
S3oud: 3ashan taklen elsemach etha yebt mn el7adaag
Me: hehe ee! ela ent wain teshtqel?
S3oud: eb sharekat uboy! ou 3endy ma7al 7ag dvds ou hal swalef
Me: ahh!
S3oud: entay tadrseen eb jam3at elkuwait 3adel?
Me: ee na3m
S3oud: shtadrseen?
Me: marketing
We talked about alot of random things until they left ..
Mama: ha zayouna shraych feh?
Me: he's good
Mama: ya3ny erta7teela?
Me: ee
I was answering her quickly cus i want to go up and call maysaa ..
After ta7qeeq omy I went to my room and called her ..
Me:
aloo
Maysa *crying*: hala zayon
Me: maysa shfeech?
Maysa: masm3tay bely 9ar eb faris?
Me: embala, shlona al7eeen?
Maysa: zayoun 7alta kha6ra 7ail *snif* uhwa al7een eb ghayboba
I started crying silently ..
Maysa: ma7ad kaser kha6ry ghair khalty nawal maskeena thab7a 3umrha *snif*
Me: latlmoneha galb elum!! alah yajerhaa
Maysa: ee wala! t3alay shlon kanat elkhe6ba? wala sorry magedart akon 3endch intay adra bl throuf
Me: lat2sfain 7abebty 3adee! hmm it was good, shakla 7laiw el7amdela
Maysa: alah ywafgch inshala
Me: ameen! etha 9ar ay shay degay 3alay
Maysa: inshala! yala bye
Me: bye
I was crying silently ou galbi kan y3awrny 7aaaiil! madre laish bas a7es ena ana elsebab beli 9arla, 9edamta ou ga6ait 3alaih kalaam ou lama rekab sayarta sawa 7adeth!! Huuuff yarab tgawma bl salama inshalaah!
Three days passed .. faris is still in a ghayboba, mama called um s3oud and told her that we agreed about the khe6ba ..
I was watching tv in my room when a unknown number called me ..
Me: aloo?
...: esalam
Me: hala, minu?
...: ana s3oud
Me: oh hala s3ouud! sorry ma3rftek
S3oud: hala feech! la 3ady! shlonech shakhbarch?
Me: bkhair enta?
S3oud: bkhair damch bkhair! elyoum kent ga3d ma3a swaira ekhti! ga3d tsolefly 3an swalfkum bl metwase6 wala kentay shay6ana mu hayna
Me: eee hehe wala ayaaam!
S3oud *in a teasing voice*: akhaf lail7een shay6anaa?
Me *giggling*: la haw shd3wa kubarna
S3oud *laughing*: a6afrech
Chena 6aya7 elmyana elakh? bs 7aram he's sweet ..
S3oud: sbou3 elyay benyekum 3ashan elkhe6ba
Me: ee galy uboy
S3oud: entay ma3ndech ela ukho wa7ed 9a7?
Me: ee bas 3aziz, enta 3endekk bs sara?
S3oud: swaira ou salman! salman yadress bara
Me: ah alah ykhalehum lek inshala
S3oud: wekhalech ly inshala
I giggled in a shly way ..
Me *shyly*: lazem asakra
S3oud *laughing hard*: esta7aitay?
Me: mmm .. la 3ady hehe
S3oud: yala hal mara bakhaleech et9akrena lana awal mara bas mu t3edenha
Me: hehe inshala
S3oud: yala alah ma3ach
I closed the phone from s3oud with a smile on my face, I think I started to like him, y3ni he's sweet to me and everything how wouldn't I like him? but there is still part of my heart where faris is, I still have feelings for him mu shwayaa what we had! but I need to forget him ..
I thought of visiting faris, but I just couldn't! I feel like if I did then im cheating on s3oud! UGHH! everything is getting so complicated ..
A week passed, elyoum youm elkhe6ba the men were coming to dewanyat uboy so they could plan everything out! i'm kinda excited maybe s3oud can make me forget faris, MAYBE!!
Maysa was in my house ..
Me: way mayso 7ady ga3da a7aty
Maysa *giggled*: haw laish t7ateen? tara mentay dasha 3alaihum
I looked a her ..
Me *giggling*: haw adry
Maysa: 3ayl youm el3ers shbetsaween
Me: ush la abchi al7een
Maysa: olah olaah hatha wentaw lail7een matadron meta el3erss
Me: elfekra bas tkhaar3ny
Maysa: zayoun?
Me: hmm?
Maysa: laish makentay khayfa laman faris ya2 yakh6bch?
I looked at her again ..
Me: maysa, faris kent a3rfa wa3rfa 3adel ba3ad kent a7s bl aman ma3aa! bas s3oud, u know t3rft 3alaih taqreban mn sbo3ain o masolafna wayed ya3ni madre uhwa shinu nou3aa! 7ady khayfa mayso
Maysa *hugging me*: latkhafeen 7abeebty, everythings gonna be ok
Me: I hope so
Maysa looked at the ground, elyom la7atht enha mu 6abe3ya chna 9ayer shayy ..
Maysa:
hm?
Me: shfeeech?
Maysa: mafeni?
Me: etchathbeen 3alay? golaay yala tara ana a3rfech akthar men nafsech
Maysa: agoolch b3dain maby akhareb 3alaich hal laila
Me: la ana abeech etgolely al7een! maysa shd3wa tara mu lailat 3ersy
Maysa *looked at the gound*: ok
Me: ???
Maysa: shaikha legoha eb night club fe sheqa eb 7awali *she looked the other side, makanat t7e6 3ainha b3ainy*
Me *shocked*: mnu eli legahaa?
Maysa: elmaba7eth, ou hala ma3aha b3aad
I was too shocked and surprised ..
Me: ay shaayy abaihh!!
A tear fell on maysa's cheek
Maysa: zayoun ana wayed thayeg khelgi 3ala khalaty! eli weld'ha 6aye7 eb ghayboba! wely bent'ha mag6o6a bl sejen! everything is happening shit in our family
I hugged her so tight ..
Me: 7abeebty intay! alah yajerhum bas wala kheera golay el7amdela
Maysa *breathing heavily*: el7amdelaaa! I don't know what to do without u wala!
We kept talking about random things, I was still shocked about salfat shaikha and hala! 9ej ina eldenya dawara ou alah maythaye3 7ag elmathloom ..
When the men left, my parents called me, I went down to find mama, baba and aziz!
Baba:
alf mabrouk ya bnayty
Me: alah ybarek feekk
Mama: alah ywafgch inshalaaa
I smiled shyly ..
Aziz: mabroooook! mani m9adeg hal nezqa betzawaj
Me: hehe alah ybarek feek *whispering* 3gbalek int ou rahouf
Aziz blushed, CUTEEEE!
Baba: elmelcha elshahar elyay inshala wel 3ers eb shahar wa7ed
We were on september ..
Me: inshala
Mama: waleed etfaqtaw 3al mahar?
Baba: la wala sta7ait getlhum eli eyey menkum zain
Mama: ee bs shaklhum mara7 ybkhlon
Baba: ee bayen 3alaihum khosh nas
They continued there talking, I went upstairs and found a missed call from s3oud, I called him back ..
S3oud: hala b3arosty
Me *shyly*: ahlain
S3oud: men gady batzawaj wa7da bhal jamaal! 9akaitay 3ala kim kardashian
I giggled ..
Me: int mn mu3jabeen kim?
S3oud: mu mu3jaab bs ena kent ashofha 7ilwa! bas mu mn 3ugb masheftch! laman sheftch nesait kim o 6wayfha
Me *shyly*: ya 7ilwekk
S3oud: shinuu?
Me *giggling*: shnu eli shnu?
S3oud: 3eeday eli gelty
Me: maku
S3oud: yalaaa 3ad! testakhsren 3lay wanasty?
Me: la 7asha
S3oud: 3ayal yalaa
Me *whispering*: ya 7ilwek
S3oud *shouting*: el7alaaa kela feeech yal 7ala la la etkalam 3an 7ala
Me *giggling*: baihhh shakhbari hal ghneya
S3oud: weli ygoolch tawa yheb feha?
I laughed hardly ..
Me: men9ejeekk?
S3oud *giggling*: ee wala! laish laih hal daraja ana ghadeem?
Me *laughing*: ufff 7adeekk! way ghbar ghbaaar
S3oud: KAAAAK! yeslamly khefat eldaaam
Me: sheftt shloooun?
S3oud: yal theqaaa
Me: may7glyy?
S3oud: a9lan eltheqa ma7alat ela 3alaich
He reminded me of faris, he used to always say to me this sentence ..
Me: hehe
S3oud: zayouna fech shay?
Me: la bas daykha manemt 3ael elyoum
S3oud: 3ayal yala akhaleech! tagha6ay 3adel
Me: inshala
S3oud: noum el3wafy
Me: alah y3afeek
UGHHH! I really need to forget faris!!!! May9eeer I think of him even when im talking to s3oud! its like cheating on s3oud! and I don't want this to happen because s3oud is gonna be my husband soon ..
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