Chapter 27

Shocked shocked shocked is an understatement!!! khanfel elkhe6ba? without a reason? what have I doneeee?

I decided to call him, he didn't answer me for maybe 2 calls then finally he answered! I was too shocked & nervous madri shfeeni ..
Me: akheeeran radait?

Faris: alzain shbghaitay?

Me: faris mumken etfaserly eli tawa geltely eyah eb bbm?

Faris: shfaser? getlch khanfel elkhe6ba! shel 9a3eb bl kelmtain?

Shocked shocked and more shocked!!!!!

Me: enta met2kd enk faris? my faris? laaaish *i started crying* shnu swaitlek 3ashan enfel elkhe6ba

Faris: alzain kelesh mala da3y tabchen! khanfel elkhe6ba we7na 7bayeb

Me: 7bayeb? etgooly 7bayeb wetfel elkhe6ba faj2a ou bedon sebaabb! faris latkhaleni ashekk eb nafsyy! ta7achaa goli sh7aagga

I could hear him breath heavily, he seems too angry ..

Faris: ana mashqol al7een! akalmch b3dain

He closed it right after he finished his sentence! I was too shocked to even cry, what have I done to him? why all of his? enfel elkhe6ba mara wa7da?

Suddenly, mama came to my room ..

Mama: agouul zayouna, makamlna eltajhezat shraych tbadleen ou enro7 360?

Me: mabi ajahez

Mama: haaaw ghubra! laish b3aad tetzawjain o tru7een bait raylech wentay mu mjahza

Me *shouting*: MABI AZAHIB! MABI ATZAWAJ! MABI AROU7 BAIT RAYLY!!!!! KHALA9 KHALONY BROOOO7Y

I started to cry my heart out!!!! I was too depressed at the moment eli laih daraja ma7sait eb nafsiii!

Mama seemed shocked from my reaction, she came to me and hugged me

Mama: 7abeeebti intay! haday ou golely shfeeech?

Me *crying*: ma ma feni shaay! khala9 khaleeni broo7y I need to be alone!

Mama: inshalaa 7abeebti

She kissed my cheek and forehead then left my room ..

I started crying so hard the last 30 minutes, when suddenly someone came inside my room, I couldn't see who from how blurry my eyes were from crying

...: ZAYOOOOUN! abaaaihhh shfeeech?

She came closer and finally I could see her face, MAYSA <3

Me: maaaaayyysaa!

I hugged her so tight!

Maysa: 7abeeebty entay! omich tawa dagat 3alay ga3da tabchy tgol zayouna madri shfeeha khara3teeha ou khara3teni! shfeech sh9ayerrr?

7aaaarraamm omy!!! </3

Me *crying*: maaayysaaa! its farriss

Maysa: ou shfeee fariiss?

Me *crying*: faaaj2a gali khanfel elkhe6baaa

Maysa *surprised*: na3am? shnu tfelon elkhe6baa? laishhh zayoun sh9ayer?

Me: madre wala madree *snif* faj2a gali khanfel elkhe6ba wana madri shswait *snif* wala maysa gemt ashek bnafsy

Maysa: 7ayateee haday! mas2lty laish?

Me: dagaait 3alaih! 7ata mala nafss ykalemny

Maysa hugged me tight, again ..

Maysa: 7abebti namaay intay al7een ou mn a9ba7 aflaa7

Me: namay 3ndy please

Maysa: ee adry yayba malabsi 3ashan anam

Me and maysa talked a bit! but we didn't talk about faris at all, maysa makanat tabi tetkalam 3anna 3ashan I forget bas I didn't, he was on my mind the whole time! I was thinking what have I donee to him!!!

We slept and woke up the next day! I decided to skip school! mabuga shay 3al finals ou khala9na elmanhaj so I don't need to go! I called faris ..
Faris: aloo

Me: we need to talk

Faris: yes we do

Me: ..

Faris: today? caribou salheya?

Me: ok

Faris: 12 etheher?

Me: ok

Faris: bye

I closed the phone immediately and looked at my watch, its 10:39 in the morning! maysa went to her house and I took a long warm relaxing shower, then wore a black free city pants and a white plain shirt, I tied my hair in to a messy bun! I wasn't in the mood to dress up!

I went to my aston martin! oh I took my license on my birthday and my parents bought me an aston martin as a gift for my birthday! I was so thankful for them <3

Anyways, I went to alsalheya and to caribou coffee, I spotted faris sitting on a table on the side, so I went to him

He stood up ..

Faris: elsalam 3alaikum

Me: w3laykum salaam

I sat there, awkward silence ..

Faris: a6leblch shay?

Me: la ana bs yaya asma3 mennek ou ba6la3

Faris: zayoun, shofay ana gaylch mn awal, ana ensan ma7eb elaf wl dawran fa badesh seeda ma3ach
Me: ok?..

Faris: ana wayed sema3t kalam 3anech, wayed wayed! bas 6waaft lana adri inch mu men hal mustawa! bas lama sheft eb 3ainy magedart, achatheb 3aini b3aad??

Me: shsema3t? faris int shetkharbe6? ou esheftt?

Faris took his blackberry and put it close to my eyes

Faris angrily: matgolely hatha minuuu????

It was a pic of me and jarra7 in lorenzo the other day! jarra7 was smiling and I was looking the other way! kent adawer hala fa wayhy makan ybayen lo m3a9ba wela mestansaa:)

Me: faris, its not what you think!

Faris: not what i think? alzain shinu ya3ni ga3da ma3a wa7ed eb mukan 3am la ou yet'tha7klch b3add? entay mu makh6oba? matest7eeen?

Me: faaariss elsalfaaa mu ely ebalekk esma3ni khal afahmekk!

Faris: shetfahmeni? ana kan 7sbali ench ghair, ghair 3an kel elbanat! 6ala3tay wa7da men hal banat elfe9aa3! wala matwaq3t'ha mench! ana menzman kanat t7athrni shaikha bas men dazatli el9ora ta2kadt malyon bl emyaa

Faris was angry, really angry! kan elkalam bl yalah ye6la3 men 7alja o wayha kan a7maar and he was gritting his teeth!

Me: entaaa esma3ny bl awaaaal, hala ehya eli kha6e6at 3ala hal shay ana male sheghl wala

Faris: ba3ad etchathben? hala shaku a9lan? lateblain 3al nas! shaikha eli dzatly el9ora! ana el ghal6an eli mthaye3 wagti

He left the place, left me sitting here alone!

I was about to cry but people were staring! so I quickly went to my car and drived back home! once I arrived I cried and cried! whats happening? shfee mu rathi yesma3ni? kelaaa men shaikha and hala!!!! GOD HOW I HATE THEM!!!!

I was crying and crying! after that I washed my face then peeked at my phone! a message from shaikha caught my eyes ..

Shaikha:
Ana getlch hal khe6ba mara7 et6awel;) remember what I told you bel shalaih? faris is MINE!! and you shouldn't play hard with shaikha alflany cus she's ALWAYS the winner;)

One word: YAHEL!!!! men9ejha hathi? thameerha ma y2nbha?? 3ugub kel eli saweta ham laha 3ain etdez message? matest7y? bas 6abee3y, hal bent mat3ref el3aib:) ..

Whatever mara7 a3awr rasy ma3a hal mareetha, all I could think of now is faris, faris and FARIS!!!

I called him for couple of times he ignored, he deleted me from bbm too! Jad yqeth shlon tesara3 bl salfa ou sema3 shaikha's side of the story & didn't here mine :)! im sure shaikha & hala planned all of this together! hala was one of my best friends! kelesh matwqa3t menha hal 7arkat! enas 9araw malhum amaan kelesh :)

Mama came to my room ..

Mama: zayouna 7abeebty

I was laying in bed like a dead person, I felt lifeless and unwanted! 7asait nafsy mathlooma! I have nothing to do with all of this shit happening to me!

Me: hmm! mama please abi anam

Mama: yuma shfeech? entay maretha?

Me: la yuma maku shay! bs ta3bana shway 

Mama: mm! zayouna?

Me: hala Yuma

Mama: tawa khaltech nawal dagat

I was laying in bed but as soon as i heard khalty nawals name I got up and sat at my bed ..

Me: shgalaat?

Mama: mm, galat .. galat ena ma7a9al ne9eeb ou faris matadri shfe faj2a hawan ou shal fekrat elzawaj mn rasa mu leyya! laish 7abeebty 9ayer shay bainkum? min ams wentay madry shfeech?

A hot tear fell on my cheeks ..

Me: ok

Mama: shinu ok?

Me: ok ya3ni enzain! shel ma6lob? shsaweela? mayaby yetzawaj, ok! be6agag mu elaa a9lan ana ba3ad maby atzawaaj! KAIFFA MU LAZEM MU LAZEEEM!!

I started crying, I tried so hard to swallow my tears but I couldn't! I started crying my heart out at my mothers lap ..

Mama *crying*: bas khalaa9 7abebty bas ya 3umry latsaween b3umrech chethyyy! matogaf 7ayatech 3ashan rayal, ok ya mama? ensyyy ensyy

Me *crying*: yuma magdar maaagdar! entay mu faaahma shesalfaa ana mathlooma ya yuma ana mathloma

Mama: laish 7abeebty? golely shesalfa yemken agdar asa3dech! e3tabreny rfeejtch mu omich

I didn't want to tell my mother what happened the other day at lorenzo, elsalfaa tfashel el9araa7a ou mabi elsalfa tekbaarr khala9 eli fat maat! 6agag eli y6g'hum! I don't want shaikha, hala and faris in my life anymore ..

Me: yuma khala9 a7taj eni ag3ad bro7yy maby atkalam bl mawtho3! please khalaa9 sa3dony ansaaa

Mama *while tearing up*: inshala ya 3umry, dayman tethkri ely mayabena manaby 9a7?

Me *smiling a weak smile*: 9a7

She kissed my forehead and left my room, I checked my phone and found a missed call from maysa

I called her back and told her everything . .
Maysa: ma9adegggg shaikha!!! wala la raweech feeeha walah!

Me: bas maysa 6agag eli y6egha khatwaaly tukfain hal bent maynona manaby mashakel ma3aha

Maysa: wai3 wai3 karht'ha! matwq3t kel hatha ye6la3 men bent khalty! wala metfashlaa

Me: laish etfshlain? hal bent mu 9a7ya! kaifha tabi faris? khal takhtha a9lan la3aaaat chabdi menhum athnainhum ma yaw warahum ela el haaam

Maysa: adry elkalam mu men galbech

Me: maysa tukfain, tukfain sa3deeny ansaaa

Maysa: mu bkaifch wala bkaifa! ana ra7 akalma wafaahma mu bkaifa chethy yatrekech! a9lan lo yadri intay mathloma chan 9adgeny matrkech wla degeega

Me: latkalmeena! mu lazem yredly a9lan! mara7 a3eesh m3a wa7ed 6ol 7ayate ou uhwa eshek feeni bser3a! athbatli ena mala amaan

I talked to maysa for a while, baba came to my room and told me ena its 'kheera' o 'alah mu kateb hal zawaj' its so heartful to here it walah but I have to be strong:( he also told me that we'll go to mama ghanima's house so I wore anything I was so not in the mood bs menzman mu shayfa mama ghanima so lazem ..

Baba & I arrived to mama ghanima's house .. we found rahaf, shadan, 3ami mansour *shadans dad*, mama ghanima and salem *shadans brother eli kan 3ersa eb awal el story remember?*

Baba: elsalam 3alaykum

All: w3laykum elsalam

We kissed mama ghanima's forehead, they all looked depressed kelhum sakteen kanaw I looked at my father with questioning eyes ena shesalfa?

Baba: yuma 9ayer shay? shfeekum?

Mama ghanima looked at the ground ..