Chapter 28

3ami mansour *angrily*: ee 9ayer shay *while staring at salem*

Me: eee esh9ayer?

Salem: ana 6alagt lama! zaaain??

Baba *surprised*: la 7awla wla quwata ela bela! enzain laish?

3ami mansour: lana hatha mafe khair 3ala murta wala 3aalaa baitaa

Salem looked annoyed, his eyes were red! shakla kan shway o yet'hwash m3a ubo so 3ala 6oul gam ou 6alaa3 ..

Baba, 3ami mansour and mama ghanima were talking at the other side of the room, I think its about salem and why he divorced lama! I went and sat next to shadan and rahaf ..

Me: shadan esh9ayerr? shfehum salem ou lama?

Shadan: madre salem 9ayer mayt7acha! shaklhum mart7aw 7g b3th! mn tezawjaw ou lama maskeena kela yaya 7g omy teshteky

Me: weeeh thaygtay khelgy walah! 3ad 7araam mayestahlon

Shadan: ee ba3ad 3umryy

Rahaf: ela ta3alay zayoun tawa mama ghanima tgol falaitaw elkhe6ba intay ou faris, 9iijj?
Why do you have to remind me? AHHHH! I want to cryyyyyy! ma9adgna 3ala alah netzawaaj now look whats happening:(

Me *sadly*: ee

Rahaf hugged me ..

Rahaf: ma3laaaih 7abeebty alah mu katebb

Shadan: eyelch eli a7san men faris inshalah

A7san men faris? ma3tqed fee:(! UGHH! why can't I hate him already???

Mama ghanima came to us ..

Mama ghanima: 7ayaate zayouna! wayed za3alt lma sema3t enkum falaitaw elkhe6ba! bas yala eyeech eli a7san menna ya bnayty intay tawech shaba latethaygeen khelgch

Rahaf: elyoum kela akhbar shainaa

I smiled weakly & quickly went to the bathroom, I felt like crying and I didn't want anyone to see me ..

I cried and cried at the bathroom! crying is only what im doing these days! ughh, I really need to forget him because im dying over here ..

When I went out of the bathroom, I saw maysa coming running to the bathroom ..

Me: oh entay meta yetaay?

Maysa: tawny tawwny! hach mobiley badesh el7amaam!

She gave me her iphone and quickly went inside the bathroom! While her iphone is in my hand it beeped when I saw the name it was faris! yaaatni el legafa eny aby ashoof, I don't know why bas men sheft esma galby faaz and I opened at there chat ..

*whatsapp chat between faris and maysa*

Maysa: faris men9ejeek falait elkhe6baaa?

Faris: la atghashmar ma3aha! akeed men9eji

Maysa: eee laisshhh

Faris: ehya tadri laish

Maysa: laykoon 3ashan salfat lorenzo? faris elbent mathloooma:) zayoun makanat 6al3a ma3a hal 9bay! shaikha bent khaltek hal nesra ou hala rfejat zayoun eli 6la3t 3adwa mu rfeeja uhma eli mkha6e6en kel haatha

Faris: shemkh6e6en? maysa btqn3eeny ena galolaha ge3day ma3a hal rayal t3shay ma3a ben9awrkum ou bteg3ad? shayftny thour jedamch?

Maysa: shaaaku al7een? hala kanat 6al3a ma3a zayoun yet3ashon ou faj2a waldain yaw o g3edaw ma3ahum bl 6awla! ou hathaila rabe3 hala elwaskha mu zayoun! la tathlem elbent 7araam

Faris: intay lateg3den etdaf3een 3anha 3ala bona bent 3aamch! yala goleely wain hala bl 9oura? ou zayoun ma3ndaha reel 3ashan tgom lama g3edaw? maysa tukfain 9akray elmawtho3 bro7y metnarfez la agleb 3alaich al7een

Maysa: mara7 askett ela lama teqtene3 beli agouulaa! faris 7aram 3alaaikk walah

Faris: ana ma 3umri fakart bhal shay bas al7een staw3bta, madam enha kalmtny akeed betkalam malyon wa7ed ghairy

This was the last thing in there convo! ma9adegggg, ma9adeg faris! I never knew he was that mean! wala 7araaam 3alaih! but I have to be strong, I have to forget him! remember zayoun, 7ayatech matogaf 3ala raayal? I also remembered what mama said 'ely mayabena manaby'! kafe mara7 athel 3umry 3ashaana! ana tawni eb 3ez shababy wel denya jedami, I won't cry, I won't cry, I'll stay strong and I'll forget him!

After four months ..

I already graduated from school and now im studying in KU, aziz is studying in gust, aziz & rahaf's relationship is getting stronger day by day! aziz couldn't stop talking about her, she also talk non stop about him when im with her! they seemed deeply in love with each other!

Maysa have this huge crush for salem, and salem seemed like he have something for her! he's always nervous when she's around!

Basma, jude & I's relationship is SO good! we hang out alot even though we finished high school! basma and jude also had a big fight with hala, she's not our friend anymore! she totally changed, she's more like shaikha now, MEAN! they're also best friends now ..

I finally got over faris, I feel like I still have something for him! but not like before you know, wayed badaa3 feni akher fatrat khe6btna! mayestahel eni a7ebaaa

But the weird part is I didn't here any news about faris and shaikha getting engage! and maysa told me that shaikha is dying for faris, she's trying to get his attention but he doesn't give her any chance ..

One day, I was sitting in the living room when mama came ..

Me: ha mn wain yaya?

Mama: mn eljam3yaa! agool zayoun

Me: hmm? *while watching tv*

Mama: elyom dagaw 3alay yakh6bonch ..

Me: yuma ana cham mara getlch iny maby atzawaj al7een? 9akray elmawthou3 please

Mama: ee bas 7abeebty entay youch wayed khu6aab mashala 3yal ne3ma wel sana3 kela fehum o kelehum refaththum! may9eer chethy ya yuma! tara elfur9a lai ra7at matred! weli kha6bech mashala 3alaih sana3 o akhlaq o weld 3aylaa ya3ni 7aram tarftheena

Mama was kinda right, wayed wayed yoly kha6a6eeb akher fatra o kelehum refatht'hum, 7asait mabi atzawaj al7een! matkhayal nafsy ma3a wa7ed mu faris! bas lazem atghayaar! lazem ..

Mama: ya mama tara ana om, o el om akeed tabi tefra7 b3yalha! far7eeni ya 7abeebty! khaleeni ashofch 3aroosa, khaleni ashoof 3yalch

Me *nervously*: madre yuma madre

Mama: khal eyoon 7abeebty wentay shofe matadreen ymken terta7ainla

Me: hmm, ok ok! men welda?

Mama: esma s3oud alflany 

Me: ok golelhum eyoon

A tear of happiness fell on mama's cheeks, she kissed my cheeks then I kissed her forehead ..

Mama: alah ywafgch yal ghalia

I agreed to see this man, 7ayate lazem matogaf 3ala faris eli ba3ni! I'm still young and I have to live my life mu uhwa eli y3algny feh b3dain yatrkny ..

Anyways days passed by! today is the day that s3oud, his mother and his sister are coming to see me! I changed in to a white comfortable dress and put on an trendy purple head band and made my way outside to go to the salon ..

While walking to my aston martin, I saw a g-class parking near our house! as soon as I saw the g-class someone got out of it and made there way to me! it was FARIS! Omg shyaaaby hatha?

Faris: elsalaam

Me: w3alykum elsalam *while opening my car door to get in*

Faris: la7tha zayoun ..

Me: khair?

Faris: abe akalmech eb mawtho3, mumken tesm3eeni?

Me: maku mwathee3 baina

Faris: ana 3endy mawthou3 abi akalmch fee, mumkn?

Me: gouul bser3a mabi at2khar

Faris: maysa kalamtni, ou fakart eb kalamha weqtana3t! ana asef zayoun, wala asef adry ghala6t eb 7agch o thalamtch o qathaitch 3al fathy bas wala ana nadmaaan! sam7eeni tukfain o khanabdi 9af7a yedeeda ..

Me *laughing sarcastically*: nabdy 9af7a yedeeeda? yayly 3ugb arba3 tash'her ou tgoly ana qtana3t o fakart eb kalamha? laish 7sbalek ana ban6erek? le3ba ana 3endek meta ma7sait eb qal6etek yetny? khalaaa9 ana 3eftekk mabeek

Faris: zayoun ana ma 3umri karahtech! matadreen sh9ar feni lama falaina elkhe6ba wala matadren! KARAHT 3EESHTI! 7asait ena fe shay nage9 eb 7ayate, shay wayed 7ilu! bas elshay6an ga9 3alay o khaleeni a9adeg hal sheeeefa shaikha!!!! wala ana nadman ya alzain wala! khanabdy 9af7a yedeeda o aw3dech eni matrkech

Me: ana asfa lazem amshy! wekon eb 3elmek, elyoum yayeenly khu6ab! ya3ni ensa eni arja3lek!

Faris face was like that ':|' bethaaaab6!!!!! 7asait men kethr ma uhwa ma9doom mu gader yet7acha! Rekabt sayarti ou mashait wehwa lail7een wagef eb mukana ma9doom mat7arak! 7asait eb ta2neeb shwaya! bs latlmoony ana wayed enthalamt ma3aa ou mu meste3da aredla!

I went to the salon, did my hair to a trendy simple hair style, I looked cute! .. I went back home, I put on my make up then went out to the living room to show my mother ..

Me: yuma 7ilu mekyaaji?

Mama: ee smela 3alaich eyanen mashalaaa

Suddenly aziz came from downstairs *kan mesta3yel*

Mama: 3azouz yuma waain raye7 shfeek mesta3yel?

Aziz: yuma ana raye7 elmustashfa tabeen shay?

Mama: weeee laish elmustashfa b3d?

Aziz: rfeejy msawy 7adeth o eb ghayboba

Mama: alah ykaaafena elshaaar! mnu rfeejek alah y3een ahala

Aziz: faris alflany

FARIS?:O faris sawa 7aaaadeth???

Mama: wee faris weld nawal? 7abeeebty msaicheena! mayestahlon 3aad

Aziz went ..

I was shocked. really shocked.

Me: yuma degay 3ala

khalti nawal shofay sh9ayer?

Mama: akeed matadry 3an mobileha al7een w3alaya 3alaiha! bacher wela 3ugba adegg

NO! I want to know how's faris!!! If he died I'll blame myself!!! cus he crashed eb sebeti!!! ana eli ga6ait 3alaih kalam elyoum el3a9er eb baitna! this can't be happening:'( not todaaay!!!

Mama: yala gomay badlay shway weyoon

Me *still shocked*: inshala